My Only Son Passed Away

[KJs Mommy Always]

I don’t know where to start. I’m in so much pain and I doubt that I’ll ever be able to move pass the death of my only son. My son died on Monday, 18 Jun 18, 3 days after my birthday. He was only 6.5 months old. He didn’t die of SIDS. He threw up the night before he passed, and I fed him more formula, and then he threw up again the early morning of his death and I fed him again and then I took him to see his doctor at 8:20 am and he died inside of his doctor’s office. The autopsy didn’t show a cause of death so I’m struggling with the fact that my son just died so suddenly without warning. I blame myself because I should have taken him to the ER after he threw up. He normally throws up after a meal anyway so it was normal for him. My son was beautiful..I remember the day that I found out I was having a boy after having 3 girls..I was so happy. He was my dream come true. I’m dead inside but I know that I have to be strong for my 3 daughters, and for my KJ. Kind words are welcome. Thank you for reading and caring

[reader]

Dear KJs Mommy Always,

I'm so sorry for your pain and sorrow. Thinking of you and your family during this sad and difficult time.

Sending you love and hugs.