Just put down my little one

[Pandaismyangel]

It was yesterday and was one of the worst days of my life

I can't stop crying, she was with me for 13 fun years. My heart is broken and a piece of me is missing. I'm expecting to see that silly face when I walk into a room, but she's not there. Why can't I stop crying.

When does the aching in my heart stop?

[ModKonnie]

Pandaisymyangel, I am very sorry about your loss. She is absolutely beautiful. It is going to take a while for the severe aching to stop, but it will fade in time. It does get better. I've had several pets die after a long relationship with them, and it's never easy, is it? Was she sick? Do you have other fur babies? We will be here with you. --ModKonnie

[Pandaismyangel]

Thank you for your kind words. She was 13 and the past few weeks she was acting "funny" I didn't think anything of it as a few weeks prior she had her yearly checkup and was healthy. Well a week ago she fainted I brought her to the vet and they said it was her time, she had a bad heart murmur and fluid in her lungs. The lack of blood to her brain is what is causing her to pass out.

I miss her tremendously, my heart is broken, although the uncontrollable crying has gotten better, I still have my moments. I still think I hear her panting, or that I see her little "smiling" face.

The house is so quiet without her here.

I have no regrets putting her down, she was suffering and had a great life. I would only be keeping her around for my sake.

We don't have other pets at this time. I want another dog but I don't know when a good time would be. I don't know how long I'll be mourning, it just hurts so much. I've spent every day with her for 13 years and now she's gone.

Do you have another pet now?