Almost Keep Saying It

[CatL]

23 hours ago, tnd said:

Well, I don't really hear him any more but I know what he'd say if he could speak to me. Right now I feel like saying "Honey, I've been left with a real mess to deal with". And when I'm done talking to him tonight, I will still tell him that I love him.  

I guess that's part of what I'm thankful for. I know what my husband would have said, the look he would have given me, that smile. So much of me still missing him and his ways. I tell my husband I love him all the time, I have his picture around the house I talk to. I've give my love an earful some days about the mess I've had to deal with. But I also thank him for the good he left me with too.

I do still love him. Talking to him does provide me with such comfort. I don't want to stop.

[tnd]

7 minutes ago, CatL said:

I guess that's part of what I'm thankful for. I know what my husband would have said, the look he would have given me, that smile.

CatL:  I hope talking to your husband gives you some comfort. Sounds like it. I can still hear my husband's voice and the look he would have given me too. I feel so beaten down lately that it's hard to be glad about "talking" to him or anything for that matter but I do it anyway.