Members CristinaGrym Posted May 22, 2021 Members Report Share Posted May 22, 2021 Saturdays are the worst. It's when my dad died only weeks ago. 4 days staying at home. Our lives are broken. My mum is alone, my brother at least has friends and I don't have will to live anymore. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Missmybeautifulmum Posted July 17, 2021 Members Report Share Posted July 17, 2021 Hi Christina I wanted to reach out to you, I lost my mum. to MND 7 weeks ago and I hate hate HATE that disease, so I understand your anger at cancer for taking your dad away from you. I'm so sorry you lost him.. this is so excruciatingly hard I know, I have some better days but overall I just feel terrible, I honestly don't know what to do. How are you doing today? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Beatrixszabo Posted July 17, 2021 Members Report Share Posted July 17, 2021 Hi Christina, I lost my mom 5 weeks ago to cancer. She was diagnosed nearly 4 years ago. We knew she's ill, but it happened unexpectedly. I don't know what to do too, and most of the time I feel like I don't wanna be here anymore, just join my mom. Honestly I don't really care about how I feel, I'm not important, I'm still here (unfortunately), I just feel sorry about my mom, because I know she wanted to live and battled with this horrific disease so much. I feel so much guilt, I failed as a daughter, and thinking about good memories is also bad because I know how she was able to enjoy life but she can't anymore. 1 Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Missmybeautifulmum Posted July 17, 2021 Members Report Share Posted July 17, 2021 11 minutes ago, Beatrixszabo said: Hi Christina, I lost my mom 5 weeks ago to cancer. She was diagnosed nearly 4 years ago. We knew she's ill, but it happened unexpectedly. I don't know what to do too, and most of the time I feel like I don't wanna be here anymore, just join my mom. Honestly I don't really care about how I feel, I'm not important, I'm still here (unfortunately), I just feel sorry about my mom, because I know she wanted to live and battled with this horrific disease so much. I feel so much guilt, I failed as a daughter, and thinking about good memories is also bad because I know how she was able to enjoy life but she can't anymore. I feel exactly the same way x Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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