Members Wildrose6752 Posted May 16, 2021 Members Report Share Posted May 16, 2021 Though it will be 2 years since my finance passed away come 6/4/21 n my heart is still aching horribly beyond words he passed away right in front of me I watch his health decline fast Dennis my finance was diagnosed with cirrhosis of the liver 4/27/17 n passed away on 6/4/19 when i think of certain things that Dennis & i use to do it's just an emotional trigger 4 me n tears roll down my checks I don't have many friends that I can talk 2 who will understand what I've been through n how hard it's 4 me n what am still going thorough and I had 2 call his sister at 3am n tell her that her brother passed a way. I still struggle to get through days n move on n live my life. After my finance passed I moved back in with my mom & became her caretaker her health isn't that good she has copd n has had pneumonia n is on oxygen 24/7 I gave up alot to take care of my mom I have no help thgogh my brother does come over on the weekends n goes shopping 4 mom n does things around the house am looking 4 someone who can understand what I've been through n what am still going through Dennis was 66 years of age when he passed n we talked about spending the rest of our lifes together n fixing up the house we where at Dennis use 2 live in Dunedin but sold his place n we moved up 2 Marion County Dunnellon we had deer in the back yard n we feed then n we lived a few blocks from Rainbow river n use 2 go fishing n he was proud of me when I caught a fish n we use 2 go 2 the flea market every weekend I miss the us that use 2 b though we weren't married we where together for 9 & a half years. When we 1st met he was a trucker n I went with him on the road n loved seeing the beautiful sunsets n sunraises n I also saw the moon come up n loved going through the snow covered mountain there r so many things I miss doing sorry 4 the long post reply Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members CristinaGrym Posted May 21, 2021 Members Report Share Posted May 21, 2021 So sorry about your loss, haveyou gone to therapy?Do you have family you can talk with? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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