Covid is awful

[Monalisa76]

My dad died August 8th from acute respiratory distress caused by covid. I am not coping well. I live 10 hours away from my mom and siblings. I have lived in FL for 22 years after getting married. We are planning to move closer next year after my son graduates from high school. Now my dad isn't going to be there and I feel so guilty for moving away all those years ago. I flew up and was able to say goodbye to him because he opened his eyes to look at me while squeezing my hand. I am so angry at my husband all the time. I can't sleep, eat, and am bothered by everything. It's awful!