Members More Posted March 27, 2020 Members Report Share Posted March 27, 2020 I haven't even had time to process that it's your birthday today. 92, that's how old you would be. I'm grateful you left this world though. I couldn't bear you going through the world right now. Some days you are always on my mind. Other days, I hardly think of you at all. And that is so shameful. You deserve more than that. I feel so disconnected and I want to turn to you but you're not there. You are not here. How can I be in this world and you are not? It makes no sense. At all. I remember so much but nothing at all. This battle of grief is hard to figure out. Unexpected battles for the domination of my feelings. I'm tired of putting on a show for all to see. 92...92 in the world today. I'm glad you went home three years ago. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Nicole-my grief journey Posted April 1, 2020 Members Report Share Posted April 1, 2020 Thinking of you. You have my deepest empathy. I have similar feelings and I know anniversaries/ birthdays are so hard. I have had the feelings you have too. Big hug. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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