Members KJs Mommy Always Posted June 22, 2018 Members Report Share Posted June 22, 2018 I don’t know where to start. I’m in so much pain and I doubt that I’ll ever be able to move pass the death of my only son. My son died on Monday, 18 Jun 18, 3 days after my birthday. He was only 6.5 months old. He didn’t die of SIDS. He threw up the night before he passed, and I fed him more formula, and then he threw up again the early morning of his death and I fed him again and then I took him to see his doctor at 8:20 am and he died inside of his doctor’s office. The autopsy didn’t show a cause of death so I’m struggling with the fact that my son just died so suddenly without warning. I blame myself because I should have taken him to the ER after he threw up. He normally throws up after a meal anyway so it was normal for him. My son was beautiful..I remember the day that I found out I was having a boy after having 3 girls..I was so happy. He was my dream come true. I’m dead inside but I know that I have to be strong for my 3 daughters, and for my KJ. Kind words are welcome. Thank you for reading and caring Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members TearsInHeaven Posted June 22, 2018 Members Report Share Posted June 22, 2018 KJs Mommy,I am so sorry for the loss of your little boy. When a child dies our world is shattered and we are brought to our knees. You have come to a good place. Right now don't think of how you will get through the rest of your life. You need to think about the next hour, minute... that is all you can handle right now. Please join us on the Loss of an Adult Child as that is the most active forum. We have parents who have lost children as young as your KJ all the way up through adulthood. We try to stay on the one thread so we can keep up with any and every one. You WILL find caring and compassionate people here.Losing a child no matter what age or what circumstances is the loneliest journey a person takes. Those who come close to understanding that are those who share that experience. A grieving parent has to find their own way to live with the loss but they do not have to be alone. Share your thoughts, frustrations, feelings, whatever you are comfortable with whenever you are ready. We are listening. Hang on with both hands but never be afraid to reach out. Here are some instructions to help you find the thread: Loss of a Child, Loss of an Adult Child and click on the last page. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members KJs Mommy Always Posted June 23, 2018 Author Members Report Share Posted June 23, 2018 Thank you so much for your kind words. I need it. I’m missing my little man so much. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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