i loss 12 cats in a short time of each other the one 15 years old the other 18 years old  i forever  i love them as my babys and the 2 i have yet  ,  i have been having a very hard time i had losses in my past but thees 2  is different its hard to exsplain i know there in Heaven i will will be there with them when God will me too but it hurts so bad when i think of them and almost every time i do i cry like it was the first day i lost them i started using my cell phone a week ago i had a hard ti