I never realized how much I would miss Wayne, until today. I've had a very emotional day today. I've posted on here more times today than I have since I found this website. I didn't cry one tear for Jeremy on the ninth. Not because I don't love him. Not because of anything someone said. I didn't cry for my husband because I kept myself submersed in my writing. 

I love you Wayne. I'll try not to make the next post so much about Jeremy. Today has just been exhausting and emotional and so I made these blogs about you and Jeremy, today. I'm sorry, my friend.