Common Sense and Commitment
There are so many days where I feel grief has clouded my judgement. My need to feel acceptance and love trumps my common sense. I know deep down that my course may not be the right one but I keep heading down the path nonetheless. I am sure my therapist and nearly everyone else would tell me I am acting rashly and irrationally. So this begs the question.......why? I feel incomplete on my own. Often I feel like I am empty. I guess I am willing to except a half life built upon half truths and deception rather than being alone. Maybe someday I will wake up and decide I deserve honesty and the type of love & commitment I treasured for 23 years. But today is not the day.......
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