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Losing your soulmate is one of the most painful deaths I think anyone will have to endure because you lose your other half of yourself as well.

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Valentines day

It's no surprise that Valentines day with you significant other being in heaven is hard.. I did a lot of self- care routines and reminisce on our memories and the tangible things I have to touch and hold.. 

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Loneliness

The loneliness is a form of hell. When you spend every waking you can with someone & they're are part of your daily routine you just feel lost and alone after they pass. There is really nothing inside me but emptiness. I see no hope. I feel so alone. I wish I could get some symbol or sign that he is watching over me. It seemed like I was a lot when he first passed.

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Lost soul08 in My soulmate

The holidays...

No one could ever prepare you for your first holiday without your loved ones. This year is expecially hard because I lost my grandfather and my fiance on the same day. I'm trying to grieve one loved one at a time and I'm taking my fiance passing the hardest at this point because it is Christmas. I spent a beautiful Christmas Eve with his family they showered me with very sentimental gifts and it was very emotional. I know we lit off biodegradable lights for him yesterday and he gave us so many s

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Lost soul08 in Losing two loved ones on the same day

Books & Journals

Today, I went to the bookstore, and it actually gave me a glimmer of hope finding hundreds of books that try to help you through grief, books about signs and symbols and just things to help you take it day by day. I got myself a planner so I can start planning what I'm going to do with my life and get back to working full-time. This is the first holiday season without my loved ones that past. My fiance and my grandfather. My fiance and I had lots of plans for the holiday season. I'm hoping that

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Lost soul08 in Losing two loved ones on the same day

Night time..

Nighttime seems to be the worst for me. We would spend a lot of time together in the evening because he worked hard all day long and I was able to work from home. We made the most out of every minute we could spend together. So, I feel especially alone at night. His Cemetery where he rests is less than 5 minutes from my house so I spend a lot of time there but I know he wouldn't want me there late at night so when I come home I just feel empty. I have thousands of videos, pictures, letters, card

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Lost soul08 in My soulmate

This Morning

This morning, I woke up crying for my loves kisses, warmth, compassion and comfort. I miss him affection. He always treated me like a princess. The morning and the night time seem to be the worst for me...

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Lost soul08 in My soulmate

Denial

I am not sure I will ever get out of the " denial " phase.. I'm not sure I ever want too.. 

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Lost soul08 in My soulmate

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