Loss of my special sister.

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I'm just new here and hoping for some answers.My sister(2 years older then me) died suddely 3 months ago.When it first happened I was in shock...then thought I was doing good..now I'm not so good.I first couldn't make myself believe this happened...then I thought I was next..had headaches,bad dreams,panic attacks,.....everytime I think of her I break down and cry.She and I were so close..went through breast cancer together....she was always in my life..when I was born,she was 2 years old...so for me ..she's always been there..but not now....I'm a Christian,so my faith in God keeps me going..people say that time will heal me..but time just seems to make it worse,for I'm missing her more each day.