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:::Lauraa:::

im glad you kept them, thats a good sign saying hes with you where-ever you might go! watching over you and your daughter... god bless you with your hard times

Happy Valentines Day Too!

Mundaquance (Pretty Grrl)

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lauraa   

Pretty Girl,

Thank you.....that tells me that my husband lives on, don't you think? I think he probally was outside his body in the end so he could cope with leaving his family which was his greatest pain and suffering.....Peace,

Laura

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Dearest Lauraa

Of course he lives on, within your hearts and home! i know our loved ones come to visit us from Time 2Time! its our way of copeing with the death and loss, but i wont use the word GOOD-BYE when i talk to them, i will say So-Long... Cause it could mean so long until we meet again, or so long until we see each other...

My grandparents & brother/sister come to visit me! the most who comes is my beloved granpa! i do miss him so, but hes still alive in my heart... so keep you head up! Yur husband is always with you, and your daughter!

As my Grandpa is with me and my Tasha Naaniitus Lee :D shes 4months :D

God Bless u and Urs*

JLS (Mundaquance)

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nev1965   

RobinRenee-

All I can say is WOW- I think your posts have been so enlightening. I just came onto this board this morning and I am excited to try your suggestions. I have been very upset about not having contact with my husband who went into the light 9 wks ago this coming thursday. I do realize that my grief can lower my spiritual vibrations and thus prevent me from the contact I so desperately need. I need this more than most as we were going through an extremely difficult time when he passed. 3 wks before his passing I had discovered that my husband who was my whole world had an affair. (it ws short lived) He spent the last 3 wks of his life trying to prove that he was so very sorry for his mistake. Well, I could not get through it. I am so sorry now that I was unable to get to the point of forgiveness. I am having a very difficult time with this as you can imagine. I dont know how to get to a point of acceptance that this all transpired in such a short period of time. I KNOW HE LOVED ME. I KNOW THAT! People sometimes make mistakes that they are indeed sorry for. I knew when it happened that it was about him, not about his feelings for me. I knew that but I was so damn hurt. It really rocked my world. THIS IS MUCH WORSE. What I would do for just one more minute with him. I miss him so terribly. I loved him so much. I still do, I always will. He was the one for me. It is killing me that I have so much to sort through. Mixed emotions, depression etc. Thank you for listening.

neva

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.:. 2All Whom Read .:.

i had a dream i was jingle dancing and healing someone whom was sick. and if you go to the section about "BELIEFS AND RELIGION" and i have posted under the names XNativeAngelX and Mundaquance... what Jingle Dancing Means...

but i was dancing, in my dream for some1 whom did pass on already... but when i woken... i saw a vision of my Grandfather... (may he rest in peace) and i was really shocked and surprised... because i take that as a sign knowing "i finally done it!, i set him free" i am having a hard time typing this because i am crying so much... of happyness!

for the longest time i was holding onto the past, and i think he came to me. to tell me "everything is ok!" because he smiled... i finally set the man who was the bestest friend i could ever have... is finally set free from my heart, and im not holding onto him no more!

that day, i think all the depression and stupid ideas of killing myself left... now i know why God has sent me my daughter, because i have a new little best friend to have in my heart.. for all time!

Miigwetch Plenty for Listening!

God Bless

Mundaquance & MichealzNiece *Tasha*

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lauraa   

Michealzniece,

You inspire me with your post. You stand firm in your native beliefs and incorporate christianity. I think god knows who are "pure" in their hearts. Some people think they can hide from god and not do the right things but god knows the truth! I think we always need to be on the lookout for little things that show us that god is with us and that our loved ones that have "passed on" are always with us. It is so hard knowing that we will never see them again while on this earth but knowing that some day we will be reunited with them does help in out grieving. There are days I feel so low that I can't possibly go on and then low and behind I am lifted somehow and someway???? I'll never totally understand this life because there is no promise that everything will be alright . I use to pray every Christmas and thank god that my family members were all safe and healthy..it was the most important thing to me...and now, 3 members of my family gone in a six month time span (my parents and husband)and yes, I cry for my losses and ask why and question god....maybe someday I will understand...what do you think????? Thru my grieving I think that I will never be able to love again as deeply as I loved my dear husband, he was my heart and soul, our lives centered around each other...isn't that what was suppose to happen when we vowed to love each other...two became one...now, he is gone. One never knows what each day will bring. We don't have yesterday or tomorrow. What is god trying to teach us by suffering so much? What lessons do we need to learn from all this? Why do the good die young? Somethings I will never understand.......I love hearing about your culture and beliefs...please share more.....thank you..........Laura

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jeeenah   

I have a question.........I lost my dad on 12/30/04; I have been searching for answers, etc., on afterlife. I am getting comfort from site talking about NDEs and such, but I have a question: all these people that die and come back, never talk about their loved ones crying and sobbing; they never say, "I saw my family mourning over me and it hurt me" or something to that effect. If they do see us mourning, do they hurt over it? Are they sorrowful, or do they just float around until they come back? My dad smiled when he took his last breath (he was unconscious), and I wonder what he was smiling about. He waited until only his 3 children were with him to breath his last. Do these people see their grieving families when they are "floating" around and passing? And, do you think my dad saw Jesus when he smiled? We all screamed at the same time, "Oh my God, he is smiling!"

HELP PLEASE...I am in despair about these things.

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hmtod73   

hi there. i have a question and would like anyone's opinion on this. on monday night (feb 14) my husband had a dream that he saw my mom........she passed a yr ago. he said my mom looked young, tan and healthy. he knew she was dead in the dream. he said that my mom told him it would soon be HIS mom's time........then he woke up. i didn't know what to say to him. the first thing i said was "hopefully you misinturpreted what my mom said". my husband never liked my mom and for him to dream about her really has me "concerned". what do you all think of this?????? should we take it to heart????? was is just a dream or did my mom come to him with a message????? should he tell his mom about this dream???? i just don't know.. i have had dreams about my mom since she has died, but i never got a message like this in my dreams. they have always just been "regular dreams". thanks for listening. heather

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jeeenah   

hmtod73,

It's very possible that your husband could have an underlying fear that his mom is going to die since your mom did, and it could have manifested in his subconscious as a dream, your mother telling him because he was thinking about it subconsiously and both his mother and your mother are involved in the through process...

On the other hand, I had a dread that my brother had chest pains; he was only 35, and i called him and asked if he was ok. he wanted to know why i asked? i told him becuase he wouldn't let me off the hook unless i did. he said he didnt have any chest pains and laughed at me becuase i'm a worrier. 2 weeks later i got a call from my husband, telling me my brother was taken the hospital and was having a heart attack.

this probalby doesn't help, but it could be either way. I would pray to God and ask him if it was a real sign. He will let you know in one way or another.

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willsmam   

HI EVERYONE,

I THOUGHT ID SHARE MY "KIND OF EXPERIANCE" WITH YOU ALL.

ON 9/12/03 I LOST MY SON HE WAS 16 1/2 WEEKS PREM, I GAVE BIRTH TO HIM AND LOST HIM THE SAME DAY. I HAD A SCAN ABOUT A WEEK BEFORE I LOST HIM, THIS WAS TO CHECK FOR SPINA BIFIDA, THEY DID BLOOD TESTS AND IT CAME BACK HIGH FOR SPINA BIFIDA. THE SCAN I HAD DIDNT REALLY TELL US VERY MUCH BECAUSE WILL WAS FACEING THE WRONG WAY, THEY TRIED TO TURN HIM BUT HE WOULDNT BUDGE,( STUBORN LIKE ME I GUESS ) THING IS WHEN WILL WAS BORN NO ONE KNEW WHAT HAPPENED AND ABOUT THE SPINA BIFIDA SCARE, EXCEPT MY MUM AND WILLS FATHER, WE LIVE A GOOD 45 MINUTE DRIVE FROM THE REST OF OUR FAMILY AND DIDNT CONTACT ANYONE TO TELL THEM ABOUT THE SCAN AND HIS DEATH TILL 10/12/03.

NOW IANS ( WILLS DAD ) CUSINS GIRLFRIEND, SARAH, TOLD ME THIS ABOUT A MONTH AFTER, SHE SAID SHE COULDNT TELL ME AT THE TIME COZ SHE DIDNT WANT TO SCARE ME BECAUSE IT SCARED HER A LITTLE AND SHE DIDNT WANT ME TO BE UPSET ABOUT IT OR WITH HER.

WILL DIED AT 5.25 AM 9/12/03, SARAHS MAM WENT TO A SPIRITUALIST CHURCH THAT NIGHT, SHE GOES QUITE OFTEN AND ALWAYS TALKS TO MY IANS MAM WHO DIED 5 YEARS AGO, THEY WERE REALLY GOOD FRIENDS AND BOTH CATHOLICS. WE NEVER REALLY BELIEVED HER WEN SHE TOLD US SHE HAD SPOKE WITH HER OR HAD MESSAGES FOR US FROM HER BUT THIS ONE REALLY WAS TRUE, IT HAS TO BE ITS THE ONLY EXPLINATION FOR IT,

SHE SAID THAT A CATHOLIC FRIEND WAS HERE, SHE NEEDS TO TELL YOU EVERYTHING IS GOING TO BE OK, SHE HAS A SMALL BABY IN HER ARMS, HES DISABLED BUT HES FINE, TELL EVERYONE NOT TO WORRY, HES SAFE.......

THAT IS MY SON, HE WAS SMALL BECAUSE HE WAS PREM, THE SPINA BIFIDA WE NEVER GOT TO FIND OUT ABOUT IS THE DISABILITY, SHE SAID HE SO ITS A BOY AND THEY ALWAYS SAY A CATHOLIC FRIEND WEN IANS MAM VISITS HER!!!!

HER MAM AFTER BEING THERE AND HEARING THAT WENT HOME PUZZLED AND RANG SARAH, THEY ALWAYS TALK AFTER SHE HAD BEEN AND TOLD HER WHAT WAS SAID, SHE TOO WAS PUZZLED. THEN THE DAY AFTER WE TOLD THEM WHAT HAD HAPPENED AND SHE WAS MORTIFIED HOW COULD THIS OF HAPPENED??

IS IT JUST WISHFUL THINKING OR COULD IT BE TRUE?????????

GUESS ID LIKE TO BELIEVE IT SO I KNOW HE IS WITH SOMEONE WHO IS CLOSE AND HE IS SAFE BUT IT DOES SCARE ME A LITTLE..........

THANXS FOR LISTENING TO ME PLEASE TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK, COULD IT BE REAL?

LOVE AND DEEPEST SYMPATHY TO EVERYONE WHO HAS LOST SOMEONE WHO THEY TRUELY LOVE,

ANDREA, WILLS MAM X

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This is to Neve about her guilt over not forgiving her husband over the affair

Please understand that perfect love cast out all fear and fear can come in many forms which you are feeling. You had every right to feel hurt and angry and I am sure that you feel guilty because you still feel this emotion at time even though your husband is gone.

What I want you to understand that your husband knows your perfect love for him now he is able to understand the depth of your love that you had for him please be comforted in this knowledge and rest in the peace that this life is just a moment and work through your feelings with honesty and let the love of God renew you everyday

Wendy

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nev1965   

Wendy- Thanks so much for your words of support. I really do want to believe that he really knows all that I feel. He was so special to me and I am just grateful to have been in his life for 7 yrs. Good bad etc! Thanks again.

Neva

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WILLSMAM-

I truly believe that there is your validation that your little one is safe and being cared for in heaven. I dont see any other explanation! Take this as a wonderful blessing. I have not been as of yet to a spiritualist church but I am planning on going SOON. We have several in columbus ohio. Which is only an hours drive from me. I have a class that I go to on Sundays that will continue for about 3 more weeks then I will be going to see about the Spiritualist churches. It is most helpful in times like this. I too lost a son. I was halfway through my pregnancy when we lost him. I like to believe that he is with his father now, since my husband passed almost 11 wks ago. I went to my son Max's grave and told him that he got to meet his daddy first. I am quite sure they are together. He was our only child together. My husband has 2 from his first marriage that I am fortunate enough to get to see still. Take care and believe that your beautiful son is safe and loved in heaven.

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Come September it will have been 4 years since my brother committed suicide. I haven't had many dreams about him of late but right after it happend I had a significantly HUGE dream that kind of helped me through the grief temporarily.

In my dream I was in this very dark room that had a brightly lit tunnel. There were many people standing in this dark room seemingly to wait their turn...for what I didn't have a clue. Then all of the sudden a dark figure approached me and I could tell it was my brother Scotty. He was smiling and he took my hand in his...we headed right for the bright tunnel. He didn't say anything he just smiled and sort of pointed into the tunnel with his eyes. I squinted to see because it was so dark in the room and yet very bright in the tunnel. I could see the shadow of a very big man coming at us through the tunnel and all the while my brothers eyes were on me waiting for a reaction. I could tell by the size and the shape of the figure that is was the grandfather I never met, although I'd seen him in old photos. He didn't say a word but stayed just out of focus from me...my brother looked back at me with shining eyes...excited as though he couldn't wait to start his journey. Before I let go of his hand I told him he'd better come and get me when it was MY time to go...he looked back and told me not to worry...he'd come for me when it was my time. I let go and he entered the tunnel of light with my grandfather. He stopped for a moment to look back...he seemed so excited to get to wherever it was he was going to...he just turned and left. I think that was my brother's way of telling me not to worry...he was going to be just fine.

Man, lately I have been getting more odd dreams and I can't remember a lot of them.

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My name is Brandi, I am 16 years old but when I was 15 my dad died in a car accident on April 17, 2004 I never got to say goodbye to him. Just before he left the house we got into a fight, he had his accident much later that night. I never got to tell him Im sorry or goodbye or that I loved him. I been having some dreams about him lately.

One dream I had, was that I was laying down in my parents room and I heard our front door open, I walk into the kitchen and my dad is standing there. I run up give him a hug and say daddy I missed you so much. He pushes me away while he says, who the hell are you? And he walks into his room to go to sleep. I woke up with tears running down my face.

Another dream I had, I came home from school one day and I hear that the TV is on, so I walk downstairs and I see my daddy sitting there on the couch. I just stand there staring at him when he says, you wanna watch tv? So I come down the steps and sit next to him just watching tv. It doenst sound exciting but It felt so good to have him there by me even if it want real.

These dreams are complete opposite so I dont know if my dad is trying to tell me that hes with me or that hes upset about the fight we had or what hes trying to tell me cuz these dreams contradict eachother. If anyone has any thoughts hit me up. Thanx a million

Brandi

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joyellen   

Dear Brandi-- I read your recent post and wanted to tell you that I'm very sorry about your Dad. I also hope I can offer you some words of reassurance.I honestly believe that the first dream was nothing more than something your mind made up because of the conflict you were feeling at the time.The second dream sounds much more like a true ADC (after death contact).I won't pretend to be an expert on the subject, but the key to me is the feelings that come with the contact. I can tell that you got a great deal of comfort just from the presence of your Dad and spending a short time with him doing something that you probably did frequently together while he was here. I believe that your dad visited you in your dream in order for you to feel his continuing love and give you that comfort you needed. My Dad passed 4 years ago. I don't dream of him often, but when I do it always feels very real, not dreamlike. Sometimes he doesn't even say anything but just gives me a hug and I wake up feeling very warm and happy.

Brandi, please don't continue to punish yourself about that last fight with him.It was an unfortunate coincidence, thats ALL it was. Teenagers fight with their parents, always have, always will. I'm sure I caused my parents some grief at times. I now have two teenagers myself who at times make me want to pull my hair out! But believe me, nothing that they could ever say in anger would EVER change my love for them the tiniest bit.It's just part of the process of going from dependant child to independant adult. Stuff happens, we get mad at you, you get mad at us, its par for the course! I know this and your Dad knew this too. We just all get caught up in our emotions sometimes, but thats only because we love you guys so much!If your Dad was here he'd be telling you exactly that, and that waht that dream was about.He wants you to know that everything's OK.

Here's a suggestion I have for you that has worked for me. Write him a letter.Tell him whats in your heart. He already knows, but I think the process of writing those things down is very healing.Then burn the letter (or save it if you want).

Also check your bookstore or library for some good books on the afterlife.(Sylvia Browne has some good ones). Its very comforting to think of our loved ones in a wonderful place, looking out for us.

Hope this helps. I'll keep you in my prayers, Joy

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BIJulie   

Brandi,

I am so sorry for the loss of your father. As a parent myself, I can say pretty assuredly that your father knew you loved him. Teenagers fight with their parents. Don't continue to beat yourself over what was said. I definitely agree with joyellen about writing down your feelings in a journal or letter to your father. It really helps.

Please continue to let us know how you are doing.

Most Sincerely,

Julie

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angelam   

Hallo everyone,

I lost my dear Husband Mike on Feb 15. As time goes on I am remembering things that occured that leave me breathless and wondering.

One of those things occured at his service.

My Husband was Catholic - and I am Protestant. I knew he would want a Catholic service and so dear friends of ours managed to arrange a mass for him at our local Catholic Church. I was very unfamiliar with the format of the service, but it was beautiful. As the Preacher was praying with the congregation, and we had our heads bowed in prayer, I thought the lights had been turned on in the church. I opened my eyes and both my Husbands son and myself were covered in light coming through the stained glass windows immediately in front of us. I nudged my step-son and pointed him to the windows.......at that exact time, a single bird flew - then fluttered in mid air - flew then fluttered in mid air - across the windows upwards and then out of site.

I know I saw the bird - my step son knows he saw the bird. No one else saw the bird............what does this mean I wonder.

Does anyone have any thoughts?

Angela

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angelam, I had that same experience after I lost my husband. I was at the cemetary one day and was talking to him and was telling him about the girls and then started to cry. I asked him to please send me a "sign" if he was ok and if he was happy. As I stood there at his grave a shadow of a bird flew overhead, when I looked up to see what kind it was, there was no bird in sight. I felt his presence and then I knew that that was the sign that he had sent to me. I dont know if that is the same thing or not but I hope that this helps. I do know that our loved ones send us signs in different ways and maybe that was his way of letting you know that he was ok. Take care Sue

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lauraa   
Bethany...seems only one explanation here...it was Hugh....and they say they come to us in dreams and electronics...I would take that as an excellent sign that he is always with you......

Here is my experience in June when I went to my husband's grave for the first time alone after he died in May.....

It was an extremely hot sunny day without a cloud in the sky...about 1:15 in the afternoon. I remember thinking to myself that I could burn because it was in a wide open space without shade. And, that it was going to be extremely emotional for me but that it was something I had to do before I left town....My home is in another state. I started crying when I pulled into the cemetary and by the time I parked the car and walked to his grave I entered into such a surreal place...I felt borderline, like I was half in reality and half somewhere that wasn't real....it was still total disbelief...but there I was...I knelt down and right at that time two identical planes flew very low right over me (they said red Baron on both of them)and they were side by side and as close as two planes could be...I remember thinking that could not be a coincidence...then, I said to my husband to give my a sign and let me know if it's true what I read every night before I go to sleep...so I read this......

So Many people see in death nothing but a cruel separation from loved ones. Even good and religious people make that sad mistake. In death there is certainly the very real pain and sorrow of physical separation. But it is equally true that our loved ones remain with us. They do not go off to some dark and distant place. They simply continue into eternal life. We do not see them because we are still in the darkness of this world. But their spiritual eyes, filled with the light of heaven, are always watching us as they wait for the day when we shall share their perfect joy. We are born for heaven and we end this life of tears to begin our life of endless happiness.I have often reflected upon this beautiful truth and found it the greatest and surest comfort in time of mourning. A firm faith in the real and continual presence of our loved ones has brought the conviction and consolation that death has not destroyed them, nor carried them away. Rather, it has given them life! A life with power to know fully and to love perfectly. With this new life and new power our loved ones are always present to us, knowing and loving us more than ever before. The tears that dampen our eyes in times of mourning are tears of homesickness, tears of longing for our loved ones. But it is we who are away from home, not they! Death has been for them a doorway to an eternal home. They are still with us, lovingly and tenderly waiting for the day when we, too, will enter the doorway of our eternal home. It is such a mistake to see death as a seperation and nothing more. For us who believe, death is a preparation for eternal union with those we love, in the peace and joy of heaven. ......Now, remember while I was reading this to my husband it started off sunny and I asked him to let me know if what I was reading was true and while I was reading I was sobbing hystericly and all the while clouds covered the sky right above me and the tree started swaying as the a strong wind suddenly came thru and then I looked up to the sky and only one of those planes flew by (the other plane was no-where in sight)...I was mesmerized and crying uncontrollably and then a heavy rain and thundeer started so I had to run to my car...it was unbelievable! I waited and watched for about 15 minutes , crying all the while...then I went back to his grave when it stopped storming and knelt down....the sun came out and just then one of the red baron planes flew by...and a few seconds later the other red baron plane trailed right behind...I was in total amazement of what just happened and thought to myself no-one would ever believe what just happened and I then a white butterfly flew by me and another white butterfly followed right behind.....Unbelievable!

I think the planes symbolized how close we were in life and how close we were and then when the plane flew solo it represented my husband going off alone and then when the planes in the end were following each other that represented that I will meet up with him someday. And the storm was his way of saying what I read is true. It was a godly time......Laura

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BIJulie   

Hi everyone --

Did you know if you click on the quote button on the bottom right corner of a member's post, you can add what they said into your post and comment on it?

Take Care,

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ilovekm   

This is so wild cause I had a dream like a week after my fiance died. I dreamed he came to me and we were doing something that only married couples do. Well, this really freaked me out cause it felt so real. I was sleeping on my sofa cause I could not fall asleep in bed at night and I woke up and just felt so totally loved and relaxed. Now I will explain why this was so wild. He and I had been together from 11/2001 - 3/10/2005 when he passed away. We were waiting until after September when he could move to WA state to get married and to share ourselves. Another vision I had that bothers me sometimes is one I had before he passed. It was of him and my daughter and myself in our church during a church service worshiping God. If anyone seems to understand that one please let me know. It is way beyond me. All I know is I felt like I was married to him in my heart and soul and I am putting on a wedding ring. Just have to finish paying them off.

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ilovekm,

I don't know for sure what dreams tell us. SOmetimes I think they are just there for comfort, but then there are those dreams that feel so very real, and there are those dreams that seem to warn us before hand what is coming.

I have had a few weird dreams my life time. I'm sure many of you have had the dream of falling off a cliff or falling in the darkness... I truly don't understand that one, and I wake before I know what happens.

For the dream about you worshiping with your fiance and daughter... maybe its a dream telling you that your fiance is in a better place. I know that you said that you had before he died... but maybe it was just something to show you know that he's in the courts of the Highest. He's there worshiping our Lord God, and though the pain is great that he wants you to praise God too, for the life you two shared together, and the life you have now, even though its painful.

There are a few other dreams I had before... that I don't truly understand. Like this dream where my mom left me alone with my dad, and I was so scared and I didn't want to be left alone with him. Then there is one which I think is a memory of some sort of a tiny child in a crib and she's crying and the moon is shining through the window casting strange shadows, but even though the child is crying no one comes for her. I may never know what the dreams mean, but I know that God gives them to us for some reason, even if they are really stupid dreams... like purple elephants jumping on my bed. Trust me that dream will forever confuse me.

I'm still here,

Nikki

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