Members radecki72 Posted April 20, 2008 Members Report Share Posted April 20, 2008 I found this site shortly after my mom died two months ago in February. Losing my mom is nothing like I anticipated. I am 54 years old and my mom was 91 and even though I began making arrangements for her the day before she passed away, I really thought she would bounce back. She was always so strong and such a fighter and then she just gave up. I know she knew how much I loved her but I didn't. I love her so much; it is overwhelming. When it gets really bad, I call out for her like a child. There is something about a mom. She was there to help me when my dad died. Now I am the only one left in my family. Most of the time my faith holds me up but then there are times like right now when I can hardly stand it because I just want her back. I have lots of trouble concentrating and it is hurting my work. Today is Sunday but I have to focus on work I am behind on. I love my job and I am grateful for my job and I hope someday it won't be so hard to function. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members tintin Posted April 21, 2008 Members Report Share Posted April 21, 2008 Radecki, I am 48 and I feel the same...I have sat out in my garden recently and called to my mum...No answer yet Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members DAC2209 Posted April 25, 2008 Members Report Share Posted April 25, 2008 Radecki.I too am 54 and have just lost my Mum and just posted on the forum. You are not alone. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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