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Gail T.

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Hi, I'm new here. Not really sure how this all works. I dont really know how I came about being here. My 18 yr old son was shot coming into our apartment 3 weeks ago he died in his brothers arms moments later. He left behind an 8 month old son. 2 brothers, 3 sisters, and 6 nieces and nephews. He died and I couldn' make it stop. The world seems to be moving so fast these days...I'm in awe by the way it seems to keep going even though he isnt here. I wanna scream for it to stop, while I try to catch up. In My mind its still saturday and I'm still waiting for my andrew to cvome home. I cant seem to understand where he went. Why is my forever so much longer then his. Why didn' he get to grow old when so many others do. Just seem so lost without him.

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Dear Gail,

My deepest condolences and sympathies. I'm very sorry for your loss. I know the pain and sorrow is deep.

Please know you are not alone in your thoughts and feelings. We are all here for you.

Sending all my love and hugs.

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Thank you. I have never known grief could come from somewhere so deep inside of me. I feel so lost.  Today I'm going back to work, i already feel like it's a mistake.

I'm really hoping this group helps. One step at a time.

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