Members DDN Posted November 14, 2017 Members Report Share Posted November 14, 2017 Hi, I lost my mother one month and two weeks ago, 2 days before her 54th birthday. I just turned 27. She was violently murdered by her ex who refused to leave her house. We were best friends who travelled together and laughed together. In the last 2 years, we had never had a bad day with each other. No matter how much I strayed, I always saw her as my metaphorical candle in the darkness. Now she's gone I feel so lost and alone. I'm having trouble coping with the unfairness of this loss. I haven't slept in weeks and although I sought counselling, I still feel incredibly lonely. I've gone back to work, but nothing seems to have any meaning anymore. I worked as hard as I did to make her proud of me, now I can't find the motivation anymore. If I knew conclusively there was an afterlife, I think i'd be able to move forward, but now all I want is to be with her again. I've even started googling how to do it and I'm scared of these thoughts. Thank you for listening. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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