Members Nickyv Posted September 19, 2017 Members Report Share Posted September 19, 2017 Just over 2 months ago, my world ended. The pain and grief is unbearable. I've stuggled with depression most of my life, my girl comforted me, and kept me alive. I was supposed to keep her safe, and managed to do that for 14 years. We were inseparable. Then a freak accident happened while she was only feet away from me. That image won't leave my head, and I feel responsible for it. I can't live with this constant pain. She was my whole world, and all I had. I'm suprised I've hung on this long. I can't breathe, eat, bathe, I'm so weak. I need to find peace, but don't think I can here on Earth. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members reader Posted September 19, 2017 Members Report Share Posted September 19, 2017 Dear Nicky, I'm very sorry for your pain and sorrow. I know its very hard right now. Please know there is help: Get Help Help is available! We are here to listen, here to help – 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. If you or someone you know is having thoughts of suicide, call 1-800-784-2433 (1-800-SUICIDE), or call your local crisis centre. Language Service: Both of the 310-6789 and 1-800-SUICIDE phone lines are available in over 140 languages using a language service. Let us know which language you require, and we will try and provide an interpreter. Contact us: Anywhere in BC 1-800-SUICIDE: 1-800-784-2433Mental Health Support Line: 310-6789Vancouver: 604-872-3311Sunshine Coast/Sea to Sky: 1-866-661-3311Seniors Distress Line: 604-872-1234Online Chat Service for Youth: www.YouthInBC.com (Noon to 1am)Online Chat Service for Adults: www.CrisisCentreChat.ca (Noon to 1am) Crisis Lines in BC Crisis Lines in Canada Are you in Crisis? Feeling suicidal? Is someone you know feeling suicidal? —————————————- Promotional Materials Print promotional materials can be distributed by your agency or group, or be displayed at your office, clinic, or community centre. There are limited amounts and for-profit agencies will be asked for a small fee when ordering cards. Request Promotional Materials Get Help Help is Available! We truly are here to listen, here to help 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. If you or someone you know is having thoughts of suicide, call 1-800-784-2433 (1-800-SUICIDE), or call your local crisis centre. Learn More > Volunteer Volunteering at the Crisis Centre is a great way to make a contribution to your community. Our vital programs could not exist without our team of more than 450+ volunteers. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Moderators KayC Posted September 20, 2017 Moderators Report Share Posted September 20, 2017 Nicky, We won't try to talk you out of your pain but we plead with you not to end your life...whatever good might exist in your life in the future would not get a chance to take place. We sit with you through your pain and reach out to you. We know the pain of loss, we're here for you. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Maria9 Posted September 20, 2017 Members Report Share Posted September 20, 2017 Dear Nicky, Like other people said,you're not alone, we're here for you. I am so sorry for your loss and I understand that you want to end the pain by taking your own life. PLEASE DON'T DO IT. SEEK HELP. Please believe me when I say that it won't be like this forever,though it doesn't seem so at this moment. Like KayC said, give your future a chance. But to do this you have to stay and live through the pain. And we are with you in this. Please don't give up. Give yourself a chance. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Members Ema Posted September 27, 2017 Members Report Share Posted September 27, 2017 Hi Nicky. I just said good bye to my dog, my soulmate of 18 years yesterday. Im heartbroken beyond anything I've experienced before. I've lost my dad and my grandparents but this feels different. It's a loss that touches my inner child, my younger self, my silly, adoring, doting mama self and it hurts so much I want to jump out of my skin. I know your pain. I wrote a song a few years back , unrelated to This, about letting go and holding onto the love of someone we lose. Please go to YouTube and look for "The letting go by Channel". I wrote, "Im breathing In, breathing out, Im letting go and I will love you". I hope it can be of comfort. Don't stop believing that a new day will come and maybe your loss can leave room for the possibility of opening your heart again. Someone out there is waiting for you. Be here for them Breath in and breath out. Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Moderators KayC Posted September 28, 2017 Moderators Report Share Posted September 28, 2017 Is this the one? Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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