I lost my dad 2 suicide

[ichiru93]

In July of last year I found out my father shot himself in the head without even thinking of what it would do to me. My grandmother told me about a week after he did it because no one found him for a week... My mom and dad weren't together, but she took it hard. She had not had a drink for about 18 yrs, she is a recovering alchicolic or was anyway. The thing I'm most mad at is that he did what he did, but also my mom lies to me about her drinking. She thinks I'm still a little kid when I'm realy 14. She is acting like my dad in a lot of ways, she is putting on the stupid act and when people ask her about her drinking she acts like it's not a big deal. I can have my friends come over anymore because of fear of what they'll say about her... My old friend would always say something about the smell of the alchicol and stuff and I would and still get mad at it. Every chance I get I'm always getting out of the house because I can't stand being there with that bitch....

[jbm31523]

I am about your age and i know what it's like to lose a parent. I lost my mom in a car accident. Everyone says suicide and accidents are the worst to deal with. I am really sorry for your loss.

[Kelly]

June 07, 2010

 

Dear Members,

 

We’re excited to inform you that we’re moving to a new and improved message board at the end of this week. It may seem a little bit sudden, but we recently learned that the company that designed our current board is no longer in existence. Our new message board will offer enhanced profile capabilities and chat rooms with up to 20 people at a time (and more if we need it). All of your old posts and private messages will be migrated to our new message board. You may need to re-post your profile picture. Our new message board will feature:

 

• Custom profile fields
  
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[tinkeral]

Hi, Im 15 and recently lost my dad. not to suicide but in a car accident. maybe it would help us to talk about what we are feeling??

[Kelly]

Dear Members,

We are excited to mention that we are moving to a more new and improved message boards on MONDAY MORNING AUGUST 9th! The boards will be done for a few hours while we are making the conversation. Remember we posted information about this move a month ago. For some of you this might seem a bit sudden,  but when we were reviewing the site we determined the current message board you are using is out of date and the company that designed it is no longer in existence. The good news is this new message board will have new features that have been requested in the past like more fields we can add to your profiles and a chat room up to 20 people at one time. If we find the chat room is bursting at the seams we will add additional room for extra people. All your old posts, private messages and such will be migrated to the new message board. You might have to put up your profile picture again but not sure. The new company will be doing the migration for us. Here is a short list of some of the new features on the board:

- Custom Profile Fields- Users can customize their profile pages by selecting a background color or background image, with tiling options.- Facebook and Twitter Integration- users can respond to multiple posts at once with "mini-quote"- Pinned discussion threads - like welcome to our board etc.- Announcements made across some boards or the entire message board- Search: Users can easily find all content generated by a particular member, by clicking the 'Find Content' button that appears on the main profile page, or in the Mini Profile Popup which can be accessed throughout the board. The results page allows content to be filtered by application, as well whether the member created it or merely participated in it. - Privacy: allows users to sign in anonymously, hiding them from the online users list. Users also have the option to disable personal conversations and user-to-user emails, as well as ignore other users if necessary.

The next exciting piece of news about the new message board is it will have a new domain name of www.grieving.com for search engine optimization purposes. It will still be apart of Beyond Indigo and can be found through www.beyondindigo.com. We will be redirecting your current URL's to this new domain name but we might miss a few. If that is the case simply go back to www.grieving.com or www.beyondindigo.com to find your message board thread. We will try to make the transition as seamless as possible. 

The bottom line is the new board will give us room to grow our community and more options to interact better with each other. 

If you have any questions please direct them to feedback@beyondindigo.com. 

Kelly Baltzell, MACEO/PresidentBeyond Indigo Family