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PASSING OF A LOVED ONE


srgarner

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I RECENTLY LOST MY HOUSEMATE OF 24 YEARS. .. I NEED TO LET YOU ALL KNOW SOME

THINGS BEFORE HAND... RECENTLY I FOUND OUT THAT HE HAD TOUCHED MY DAUGHTER

IN AN INAPPORIATE WAY 20 YEARS PRIOR ..AFTER I FOUND THIS OUT.. ( I WAS UNABLE

TO LEAVE AT THIS POINT I HAD NOWHERE TO GO SO I STAYED) .. WE STARTED DRIFTING APART..HE DID HIS THING AND

I DID MY THING... I STILL LOVED HIM BUT WASNT IN LOVE WITH HIM... 10 DAYS AGO

HE HAD A MASSIVE HEART ATTACK AT OUR HOME... I CALLED 911 AND WAS ON THE

PHONE WITH THEM WHEN IT HAPPENED I TRIED TO GIVE HIM CPR .. BUT IT WASNT

HELPING.. (QUITE A FEW DAYS PRIOR TO THIS I FOUND OUT FROM FRIENDS

HE HAD SEVERAL INCIDENTS WHERE HE SHOULD HAVE GONE TO THE DOCTOR BUT

HE DIDNT) .. THEY TOOK HIM TO THE HOSPITAL AND THEY LOST HIM THERE.. I STILL

LOVED HIM AND IM GRIEVING BUT IM FEELING GUILTY AS WELL.. AND MY OWN

SENSE OF MORALITY IS PREYING ON ME.. I DONT WANT TO LEAVE THIS WORLD

LIKE HE DID..AND CAUSE SUCH GRIEF TO OTHERS.. PLEASE IF ANY OF YOU HAVE

GONE THROUGH THIS PLEASE LET ME KNOW..

 

THANK YOU

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