The Death of my mother

[Camgup]

My mom was 37 when she died. She died on November 8th 2016 at 12:38 in the morning. Exactly a month after my 18th birthday. She turned ill when she was 32 with cervical cancer. She went to surgery to fix it and the doctor cut her colon in half and didn't check his work like he was supposed to because he had a party to get to. She died 4 or 5 fives. Went into a coma but made it. She of course had brain damage. She was a type 1 diabetic. And now her stomach was completely messed up. She struggled for years with the pain. There was barely anything she could eat without hurting. Strangely enough that's now what killed her. In fact she was supposed to have surgery on the 24th to fix her stomach. I moved out on my own with my fiancé when I was 17th. We both loved my mom. She left with her fiancé to go see his daughter who was fighting for her life (car accident)

Now because of the brain damage things that could normally be easy to remember (vital things) she forgot. She went to Florida from Georgia with no insulin. She stopped ate sweets... With no insulin... Not even her tester... They said she fell asleep... But 100% positive she went into a coma.  That's because I know my mom. My mom never slept and was always alert and aware. She had gotten 4 hours already and thats all she needed its just how she was. She was driving when it hit .. Her fiancé asleep... She ran off the road... He woke up tried to fix it... And they got hit by a semi... She flew out the back... Hitting the part of her head that controls all life functions. Death was immediate. Head split open. Left side demolished... She was supposed to see me the day she died. I can't accept it... I can't deal with it... I can't.... Me and him tried to be strong for my grandmother and my two sisters... But once we arrived at our home... We both cried like a baby.... Work helped but then I got sick and got fired.... I got my job back but ink when I start... I just... Wish I knew how to handle this... She can't see us get married like she wanted... She can't watch me graduate or steal my first born like she joked about...

[Missing Jack]

Hi Cam,

You have had a very tough go of things. Mostly I just wanted you to know that you have been heard.

My heart goes out to you during this difficult time.

God Bless You, Be Well

Michael

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[ZoeSarah]

It sounds like you've gone through so much at such a young age, and I'm sorry for that. I lost my own Mum 1.5 days ago and the best thing I can say to you is to remember that your beloved Mum is now at peace and is no longer suffering. She will be with you for all those important moments in your life, I do believe that. You're not alone, although I know it feels like a massive part of you is missing. Think about your memories together and smile, and know that as long as you remember people they can never be gone. X

[Ashlee S]

It's ok to cry. It's ok to not be ok. Make your mom proud. You have been through a lot and have survived. You will survive this too. Some days will be worse than others, but the more you really experience your life, the less intense the emotions will get. Make your mom proud. You are stronger than you think. Reach out for help if you feel you need it.