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peggy a sad mom

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    my son
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    january 20th 2018


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  1. Loss of an Adult Child

    Rebekhas mom I don't sleep much either guess it's normal for certain brains not to want to shut down even for a few hours. I had the wake four days after my son passed and he looked great I know I should be happy about that but I'm not no matter what the case is we are still hurting so much no matter what. It should not have happened to any of us
  2. Loss of an Adult Child

    Very nice thanks

    samantha i know i am feeling the same thing. i just want to end it all. yesterday was a month. i haven't stopped crying for the entire day yet. i don't know how my body handles it i really don't. my pain is just so so bad i can't take anymore. i will never see him again i just can't face that.i want him back right now. i feel like i will never get better either. i don't think i can make it either. it is a slow death inside out good way of putting it. my heart hurts so much. i can't stand it anymore i just can't. i am so sorry for you cause i feel every bit of it. i am so sorry for us. oh my God please help us please. peggy ronnie's mother
  4. Loss of an Adult Child

    Beautiful baby
  5. Loss of an Adult Child

    Thank you kate
  6. Loss of an Adult Child

    Thank you tears I love that you personalized us. I'm not good with names but I do know who I'm talking to. It is so hard to even think that we can feel better in the future. I know I will never forget and my heart will be forever broken. But I'm looking forward to better days. I hope thanks
  7. Loss of an Adult Child

    Thanks both of you Ericas mom and my girl it is good to know about everything. I will be terrified of being worse then this at any time. I guess there is no choice. I have to work I just wish I had taken more time to start. It's so hard in the house with all our memories thanks again
  8. My son my son..Why???

    moe i am just so sorry for you
  9. letty i lost my son jan 20th tomorrow is a month. i too don't think i will make it but everyone here seems to think we will. i also feel quilty about stuff esp. that day but everyone on here also feels quilty about something. we know it's the worse pain ever. my heart is really broke. i had to explain to my family yesterday that a broken heart is a real thing

  10. Loss of an Adult Child

    sherry thanks tomorrow is a month for me i'm still screaming and yelling. i still can't believe he is gone. i miss him so much. no one understands me and its only a month. the only people that could understand this is all of you. i pray this never happens to any family or friends cause i know my hurt would be there for them. i know it hurts more then anything in this world. can't even imagine going through this twice like you had to. i only know the one and now i thank god he was my only one. parents worry all the time about their kids but for it really to come true it is just not believable. thank you everyone for listening again you are the only ones who understand
  11. Loss of an Adult Child

    Wow I don't know what to say I really don't.
  12. Loss of an Adult Child

    Thanks tommys mum. I do understand my family I just needed them to understand me. I told if I in any way think they can help me or make me feel better I would call them in a minute
  13. Loss of an Adult Child

    Thank you I am so happy I found all of you too
  14. Loss of an Adult Child

    Samantha I too scream and howl. I scream to him and I beg my mother to send me a sign she has him safe and sound. I haven't gotten that yet. I can to explain to my family yesterday exactly what I feel. I work full time and when I get home I let it out. They keep asking me to go out to eat. To sleep at their house to go to my nieces and nephews activities. I explained I am not at that point yet when and if it happens I will let them know. I'm sorry for the rambling. I miss him so and I'm happy I have all of you and I pray. Peggy
  15. Loss of an Adult Child

    Ericas mom that is the perfect description of love. He does not feel what I feel