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  1. I was having lunch with a friend sitting there and I started to lose it . I started crying and had excuse myself to the restroom just lost it there just the feeling sadness and sorrow
  2. The what ifs are killing me ... my brother said that I would have nightmares of the whole thing... but I don't need to be sleeping... I can see the whole thing in my mind when I am awake .... I just got back from bearing my wife in Mexico.... it's so lonely here with out her
  3. I lost the love of my life 8 days ago in a terrible car accident. I was 10 minutes behind her in my truck And seen a car that look like wife's I got the terrible feeling inside , it was my wife's car ... the total helpless for not being able to do anything. And just seeing how she was.. I flowed the ambulance to the hospital I should have gone in it with her. If only I knew I was only going to have her with me for a hour longer... It tears me up inside ... my family dose know what I'm going through.. I just want to cry so bad but don't have the time as I'm taking her so her parents can say good bye.. I don't know what to do ... I think only if I would of kissed her or hugged her for 2 seconds 3 seconds longer I would not be sittings here wanting to tear my self apart... i miss her so much ... she was everything to me. Beautiful inside and out .I was 100% faithful.. we where together 10 years but it only felt like weeks. I don't know what to do ... we live in a state where we have no family ... I I'm stuck there with our house and my job that I have not gone to scene the accident ...... so depressed don't know what to do ...