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  1. I don’t really know what to do anymore but I just need someone that’s been through the same thing to speak to. Nearly 2 months ago I lost my big brother to Suicide, there’s 6 years between us I’m nearly 15 he’s 20, I’ve also got 3 older sisters and another older brother which helps a lot because of all of the support from them. Anyway I’ve spent nearly my whole life with him in the same house being little rebels together and even tho we used to argue so much and literally fight like cat and dog I’ve always had a close connection with him and it’s so hard that I’m never going to see him again and as much as friends and family are supporting me nobody really understands how it feels unless you’ve been through the same thing. He had so many friends and he was so popular, it al started when he started drinking and doing drugs when he was younger and it affected him a lot and even tho he acted so happy around everyone when he was alone he was so depressed and I would have done anything I could to have helped him, even tho I knew deep down I never thought In to it and he never spoke to anyone. He was so special and still his, so kind hearted and so good looking and had so much life ahead of him. He’s being missed so much and wherever he is I hope he is being looked after and I’m sure he is xox im really struggling at the moment and I literally don’t know what to do with myself I don’t want to be here anymore I want to be with my brother but if I ever done anything like that I think it would completely break my mum even more than she’s broke now, I just can’t cope with something like this everyday is a mountain to climb I can’t even motivate myself to get out of bed, I can’t sleep at night or eat properly. Surely I can’t live like this for the rest of my life how do I get through this? How do I ever be normal again all I do 24/7 is think about my big brother and im not ever going to see him again...
  2. Big Brother Passes

    I’m the same age as you and I’ve also just lost my older brother who was only 20 years old from Suicide it’s so depressing I don’t know what to do with myself, how to get up in the morning or motivate myself to do anything. So I understand how you feel completely I don’t really have much advice because it hasn’t been long enough and I’m still grieving massively myself but I know it’s stupid even saying I hope your okay because I know your not okay and your not going to be okay for a long time but everything takes time to heal, it’s going to take time to heal all the pain we are feeling but in the mean time just be kind to yourself if you want to cry then cry, if you want to scream then scream it doesn’t matter where you are or what your doing just let everything out and don’t bottle things up because the pain does get worse and it’s been nearly two months since he passed and it’s got worse I can’t lie but bottling things up will make you worse in time. If you ever need to talk let me know because I know how you feel completely and it would be good to talk to someone that’s been through the same thing. I hope your doing okay:(