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  1. I am lost ..

    My life changed in the Xmas night.. I've meet my boyfriend in Europe 1 year ago.. he is from America. Was a very hard distance relationship , till we moved to Paris together for couple of mounts. Was so hard but I've put all my energy and money yo can go in America and live with him . We start a business together , a life , everything. After 2 days of being together in another part of the planet totally alone.. his beautiful pet died. On Xmas night. All what I wanted was to help him and be together in everything , but he refuse everything I've done. Everything. He stop being alive.. I've moved to another room to can griefe, I taked all the responsibilities, I was there for him in every second. He asked me to live the place.. to come back to Europe. I am 25 years old.. I sold everything just to go and be with him.. This is my first day back to Europe.. I am disparate.. I don't know what I've done wrong .. I don't have any call from him.. all what he told me is " are no bad guys here., thank you for understanding " I am totally lost.. the pain is huge.. more to know him in this situation and second because he didn't want me there.. What to do ? I am again in another part of the planet..