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deadish

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About deadish

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    rather not say

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  • Gender
    Female
  • Location
    somewhere in america
  • Interests
    i already typed that down below
  • Loss Type
    family, partner

Converted

  • Occupation
    taken... even if hes one of the angels watching over me
  • Interests
    fantasy books, science, cooking, reading
  • Last Name
    shine
  • First Name
    emu (just a nickname)
  • Zip
    yeah no
  1. so my great grandma was my inspiration, she was 97, lost her husband at the age of 50 and still managed to live and be the happy person she was. despite the fact that she had a few health issues and had fallen a few times, she felt every one feel welcome. my family is very big, there's her, along with her 6 children (5 boys and a girl, one is my grandpa), many grandchildren, and 5 great grand children (me and my sister are one). she held us all together, even in the worst of times. about a week before my birthday, she started seeing visions and having pain in her leg. the night before my birthday, my grandma called, saying she needed a ride to her house. so we picked her up and headed strait in there. she was in bed sleeping peacefully. I overheard my aunt saying she had 4 hours left, that's when I broke down. I gave her the biggest hug I ever could and I didn't let go, I said my goodbyes, knowing when I woke up, she would be watching over me. I tried thinking on the Brightside, hey she was with my cousin now, and her husband. she lived a good life. but sometimes I cant let go and the holidays are going to be hard this year. especially for my grandpa, the oldest.
  2. i lost him

    so I met this guy online who was 2 years older than me. I immediately had a crush on him. turned out he had a crush on me to. we've been dating since sometime around February but he was suicidal. I changed things for him. he cut himself, and when he did, I felt the pain. but I made him better. we never really had any fights, but now my parent found out about him, and I cant talk to him anymore. i managed to get in contact with his twin sister, bell, who is like a sister to me, she told him and he literally raged and now i haven't heard from her. I'm afraid my boyfriend killed himself, i never go the chance to say i love you one last time or even have a goodbye.
  3. i lost him

    so I met this guy online who was 2 years older than me. I immediately had a crush on him. turned out he had a crush on me to. we've been dating since sometime around February but he was suicidal. I changed things for him. he cut himself, and when he did, I felt the pain. but I made him better. we never really had any fights, but now my parent found out about him, and I cant talk to him anymore. i managed to get in contact with his twin sister, bell, who is like a sister to me, she told him and he literally raged and now i haven't heard from her. I'm afraid my boyfriend killed himself, i never go the chance to say i love you one last time or even have a goodbye.
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