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Sherrisse

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About Sherrisse

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  • Gender
    Female
  • Location
    Stony Plain Alberta Canada
  • Loss Type
    Grandmother. Bestfriend
  • Angel Date
    December 19 / may19

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  • First Name
    Marie

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  1. I'm alone

    Hello I'm scared. You are not alone. I have the very similar problem. I have given in to the dabilitating pain. My children now stay with their father. I hope and pray to make life back to where I think it should be. Everyday is a fight. My friend had told me 1 hour at a time. If u made it through that hour that's one small step forward. If an hour is too much. 10 mins at a time. You are still moving forward. Keep stepping forward
  2. May 19,2014 is quite easily the worst day of my life. A 36yr old woman with 3 children was taken from this earth. My best friend. Robyn was the exact other half of me. In our small town. People would say we were each other's only friend. Which was very much true. My only trusted friend. My soul sister. My everything. We even had the same due date with our children. I have terrible guilt over that night. She sent me a text angrily cause I was on the area "I could've gone for coffee" which that horrible night I did not. I should have gone for coffee. I just should've..... She was slain that very night while I was driving home from work. I live with the "what ifs" everyday. This has turned my life upside down and 50million ways from Sunday. I miss her everyday. The pain is worse some days more than others. People say time heals. I really don't feel this is true. The feeling is always there seeing others with their best friends or pictures or memories. I wish them no ill being. It's just a reminder. Of how truly alone I am in my heart. How do I find the "friend" the "best friend" I need In my life. Where do I start when all I need is Robyn
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