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Jackie Maligranda

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  1. He died in my arms

    I lost my boyfriend of 5 1/2 years on September 29th 2017, to heart disease, that we didn't know he had. I came home from work and he was dead in the shower. I am not coping, sleeping, functioning well, organized, or able to wrap my mind around the fact he is gone. My ex-husband also died. we got divorced in 2010 and he remarried 2010 and passed away January 30th 2014. 30 years I have loved 2 men and they are both gone. it is literally killing me inside. my heart aches and the loneliness is overwhelming. I have 2 daughters that have their own life and children so I don't bother them with my heartache. they need to focus on themselves and their family. will it ever get easier? I am scared senseless that I am going to be alone for the rest of my life.