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  1. Hi Tan I'm so sorry about you Fiance. I lost my husband on the 8th Oct to taking his own. I found him in the garage hung. I was in total shock at first disbelief. Going tjrough all the emotions now. I'm becoming angry and being horrible to the people around me. I'm hoping there lift at the end of the tunnel but I can't see it just yet. I feel I want to wake up and skip through a few months. How I feel is the worst feeling in the world
  2. Yes I do have my family friends for support and yes I know what you mean when something so tragic happens you find out who truely is there. My husband hung himself in the garage and I found him. I still get flash backs and feel guilty as I wasn't quick enough to save him, plus didn't see any signs leading up to the morning I found him. I've gone through so many emotions to can't live without him and wanting to be without him to why did he have to do this and angry towards hin as he knew what person I am that I couldn't cope. Its so daunting and scary.
  3. Hi I'm so sorry. I'm 29 bit older than you and have just lost my husband 8th oct to suicide. I'm not coping very well. Thats why I've joined here. I'm in shock still I think but turning into anger with everyone round. Have you got support?