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  1. Dear Cuzzy I lost my mom on August 23rd, 2017 also. I know exactly how you feel. Although I'm much older than you I often feel like a lost little girl. I don't have siblings and my extended family is very small. Thanks to my faith and some very close friends I'm surviving. Four months is no where near enough time for us to feel any relief from grieving. In my case I'm starting to feel differently but in a sadder sort of way. The intensity of my crying and the sadness I feel are stronger than a few months ago. I'm trying my best to look for ways of coping. It isn't easy. My mom and I were extremely close. Best friends! I babied her so much. I will pray for you ... with each passing day we will find more strength and peace. I know we will.
  2. Dear Sazza I too lost my mother . Next week on the 23rd it will be three months. My mother and I had an incredible relationship. We were best friends. I admired her so much!! What a great example she was to me..... a role model..... I know exactly how you are feeling. Unlike you I am not married.... never had children.... I am an only child..... my extended family is very small. If it weren't for my good friends ( and some are like family) I don't know where I would be. It's my strong faith in God that keeps me sain and calm. I tried to join a bereavement support group but because of the times they meet I'm not able to attend. I've taken it as sign from God.... maybe right now is not the time for me to go..... I might need it more later on. My 90 year old father lives with me. It's so difficult to not see her. I visit her grave every week and I'm constantly thinking of how to decorate it to keep it pretty and cheerful. I have to start looking into purchasing the head stone for the grave. When I see myself involved in all this it feels like I've entered a dream. I'm able to get things done and accomplish the tasks at hand but then in one moment it hits me ...... she's not here..... she's not coming back and all I can think is I can't wait to see her again.
  3. Hello everyone I am very new to this forum. My mother passed away August 23rd 2017. Is this what is referred to on here as the "Angel Date" ?