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  1. Thank you so much for replying and thank you for your support
  2. My partner of 3 years took his own life 5 days ago. We had such a complicated situation, to deep to go into. I am struggling so much. We had a huge argument about something we had argued daily about for nearly 3 months. I told him I never wanted to see him again. I didn’t just tell him. I spat the words with venom at him. I was so so angry. He said I love you and that was it. Gone.. I tried immediately to call him back . And I knew, I really knew that he’d gone. I knew he’d never live without me and at that moment he thought he’d lost me. I am so terribly desperate. How does anyone carry on after this? is it so selfish to be angry at him for leaving me behind?