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Very lost

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About Very lost

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    Newbie

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  • Gender
    Female
  • Location
    Kansas
  • Loss Type
    Daughter
  • Angel Date
    September 12 2017

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  • Last Name
    Savage
  • First Name
    Kelley
  • Zip
    67017
  1. It's been 1 month today

    Hi my name is Kelley. My 22 year old daughter passed away 1 month ago today. She has left behind her 3 year old son. Her boyfriend four brothers and her dad and I. The past month has just been a blur. As a mother you always dread THAT phone call. I received mine September 12 at 4am. Her boyfriend repeatedly calling. He said she was unresponsive. I live 15 minutes from her house. I was there in 10. The ambulance was already there. I ran into the house they said sorry. She was gone. What?? Why?? She was addicted to huffing air duster. We had been fighting it for awhile she told me everything was OK. To calm down! I feel like I let her down! I feel so lost! Planning the funeral was the hardest thing I've ever done in my life!! I just can't process my only daughter is gone! She was my only friend. Not seeing text messages on my phone has been so hard. We text every day. I hate my new life without her! I know I need to be strong for everyone but it's so hard! I just feel like I have no one to talk to anymore. My sons are dealing with it in there own way. No one likes to talk about it. ...they say I need to move on but not forget! I've just been on auto polite for the past month. I just hope things get better some time! Thanks for listening...
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