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  1. Does anyone else feel like they're living in the past? Not a day goes by in which I don't think about my life prior to his passing. The months before. I'm also afraid of change and it's weird for example, I haven't changed my phone lockscreen, I haven't done certain things, I haven't visited certain places cause they remind me that the last time I was there he was still here, I haven't dyed my hair cause the last time I did it he was still here etc. I can't move on.
  2. When will it end

    It is unfair, I cry about that all the time, I shouldn't be going through this. None of us deserve this nightmare of a reality. I keep thinking that we'll see each other again too at some point, it's somewhat comforting. Thank you very much for this message.
  3. When will it end

    Thank you so much for your words, all of these messages are really comforting, I'm trying not to think about the future too much though it's very hard, one day at a time is really helping though. Thank you
  4. When will it end

    Thank you so so much for this, it made me feel less lonely, I often feel like I cry way too much about it but you're absolutely right, it's okay to cry and be a mess. I miss the old me too but I'm slowly coming to terms with the fact that I will never be like that again even though it hurts so much. I'm so sorry for your loss, I really am, this is such an awful thing to go through, you're a beautiful soul I'm sure Charles is proud of you somewhere. Once again thank you very much.
  5. When will it end

    Thank you very much, I'm so sorry for your loss as well, I was with my boyfriend for barely a year and this feels like a nightmare I can't imagine how hard it must be for you. Stay strong.
  6. When will it end

    I lost my boyfriend almost 4 months ago, I'm still pretty much devastated. I'm only 19 years old I NEVER thought I would be going through this at this age yet here I am. I try so hard to keep moving forward but some days I can't even leave my bed, my friends were there for the first months but now not so much anymore. I cry almost every night and I barely sleep. I often think about how everything would have been if he were still here, how happy we could have been. I feel robbed and I get so angry sometimes that he didn't even live to 21. I miss him more than anything. I wish we had more time.