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  1. My friend and her boyfriend died in a car accident yesterday. She wasn't my closest friend but she wasn't just an acquaintance either. I talked to her often. I hadn't seen her in a while since it was summer. I've never dealt with death before. I know there's nothing I can do to bring her back, but I keep expecting to hear something that she's actually okay. It's just hard to believe. When I found out yesterday I mostly just sat in my room. Today I thought I'd try and normalize things, play video games like I was yesterday before I found out, but I feel guilty trying to have fun because she can't. And even when I've learned to cope with it and I'm older and I tell people what happened to her, I'm just going to be sad again because I got to grow up and she didn't. It's our senior year too. We made it this far and she won't get to graduate or anything. My mom keeps telling me that I can talk to her if I need to but I don't know what to talk about. I don't think I feel sad right now but I don't feel normal and I don't know what to do with myself or my time
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