Sadiepup6983

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About Sadiepup6983

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  • Gender
    Female
  • Location
    Oregon
  • Loss Type
    My mom was killed tragically
  • Angel Date
    6-2-17

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  • Occupation
    Caregiver
  • Last Name
    Millbrooks
  • First Name
    Tiffany
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  1. Thank you today is hard it's the one month anniversary and it still doesn't seem real to me and I get so mad at post where people say god is sending a miracle your way no he's not the only miracle I want is my mom here and alive and that isn't gonna happen i saw her in the casket went to her funeral yet it doesn't seem real
  2. Mine died a month ago today finding this hard myself
  3. Thank you I'm trying but finding it hard to see people who have there moms being ungrateful around me to them just want to yell at my cousin right now ...
  4. I did view my mom and now I can't get the vision out of my mind it dint resemble her the guy damaged her so badly she was bruised over 90 % of her body her face was so swollen she looked Chinese I fealt the urge to apologize for what that man did to her I fealt if I touched her I'd break her more......
  5. I witnessed my stepdad died when I was 17 I was 7 months pregnant and I knew cpr but stupid pregnancy brain wouldn't let me remember so I called 911 and it took them 45 minutes to come just to pronounce him dead I'm sorry for your loss it's hard
  6. So sorry for your loss
  7. Thanks I chose this name because Sadie was my moms dog
  8. Thank you it's definitely hard there are good and bad days it's definitely a hour by hour thing right now I'm am mad why not my dad who wants nothing to do with me why her she was my mom my hero and my best friend there's an investigation going on they say it'll be atleast 3 months before we can do anything and before he will be arrested
  9. June 2nd 2017 i entered hell on earth I had just talked to my mother at 11:04 at 12:17 and 12:36 I sent my mother a message I starting getting upset that she dint reply to them but I what I dint know then was that she couldn't because at 12:15 my mom was walking on the gravel along a fence line when a vehicle went off the road and hit her killing her on the spot and throwing her 35ft it took his vehicle 137 ft after that 35 to stop at 230 I got the worse phone call ever my grandmother called but she wouldn't talk to me and my partner ran out of the room panic dropped my heart into my stomach and I followed her but she wouldn't let me in the room I could hear something and a car accident and then crying then my partner opened the door I said what the heck is going on she said giving me a hug the was a accident your mom was hit I'm sorry I dint want to believe her I still don't even after the viewing and funeral I still believe she'll come out of her room or call me on the phone this is so hard my dad ran out on my family when I was like 6 he's a live yet wants nothing to do with us and she's dead and did it's not fair why her I don't understand.......
  10. June 2nd 2017 i entered hell on earth I had just talked to my mother at 11:04 at 12:17 and 12:36 I sent my mother a message I starting getting upset that she dint reply to them but I what I dint know then was that she couldn't because at 12:15 my mom was walking on the gravel along a fence line when a vehicle went off the road and hit her killing her on the spot and throwing her 35ft it took his vehicle 137 ft after that 35 to stop at 230 I got the worse phone call ever my grandmother called but she wouldn't talk to me and my partner ran out of the room panic dropped my heart into my stomach and I followed her but she wouldn't let me in the room I could hear something and a car accident and then crying then my partner opened the door I said what the heck is going on she said giving me a hug the was a accident your mom was hit I'm sorry I dint want to believe her I still don't even after the viewing and funeral I still believe she'll come out of her room or call me on the phone this is so hard my dad ran out on my family when I was like 6 he's a live yet wants nothing to do with us and she's dead and did it's not fair why her I don't understand.......