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  1. I've been talking about grief recovery, here: https://www.facebook.com/groups/onlineNVC/?multi_permalinks=1334936006555160&comment_id=1335963563119071&notif_t=feedback_reaction_generic&notif_id=1496572843182146 I don't know how to move on, in genuine honesty; I don't even know how to articulate things. Where am I in the grieving process, any who, and what is holding me back?
  2. Finding a partner. I've written out two relationship graphs, one for my mother, one for my brother, Chris. I need to find someone to work through this, with, online, or something. Here's my blog: unthawedfury.wordpress.com. My Grief graphs aren't on the site (yet) but there are other things, related to my condition. I'm trying hard to grieve, and that is where I be at...also, overcoming emotional numbness. Apologies, for not replying sooner.
  3. Grieving and Emotional Numbness

    My apologies, for not replying, sooner. You can read up , sir, more about me, on my mental health, blog. Also, you can read up on a converstation of mine on a Facebook Group. Basically, I'm seeking completion per the Grief Recovery Handbook, whilst being terribly numb emotionally, but still feeling painful. I also feel torn between reconciling, and moving on; I make scenes at family get-togethers, because I do not want to be invited, but go, because...well, I think you get it. Hopefully, this explains things, better. Does it? I'm suffering from Attachment Trauma, and Emotional Numbness, trying thus to escape. Ideas?
  4. Grieving and Emotional Numbness

    Hm...no responses. Ought I move, or be patient?
  5. Howdy--I am trying to overcome grief, and emotional numbness, and hopefully this is the right subforum for this. Numbness is a mask for anger, and thus I've picked this one. I felt some body heat today, and I am trying to find it. ANy thoughts/ I couldn't find a bigger subforum, than this.