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  1. Hello...I'm dying

    SixToTwelve, This may sound strange - but, I almost wish I could be you. I've been having very disturbing yet undiagnosable symptoms for over the last three years. I am unable to function with a normal life. Now I am unable to have a bowel movement. My urine is completely odorless. Doctors sense something is very wrong, but cannot get a diagnosis through tests. There is no way for me to let my family know - they just think that I'm nuts. But I am not recovering. I wish I could be in your situation - your doctors were able to tell what happened to your body.
  2. Gabriel, My deepest sympathy. I have also been suffering from a series of strange disturbing undiagnosed symptoms for over three years. When I talk to my mom and sister about them, they think I'm nuts and that I have imagined everything. I noticed pain in my right upper abdomen in early 2014, then it turned into a pulsating sensation as if there is an extra heart. Then the pulsating spread into my belly, arms, buttocks. I ended up with severe constipation, inability to sleep due to pain, dizziness, shortness of breath. My heart rate goes up to 159 beats per minute around 2-3 am in the morning when I need rest. My abdomen feels as if someone had poured acids inside with bubbling and burning sensations. To make everything worse, I cannot seem to recover and recuperate. Doctors did X-ray, CT scans, EKG, sonogram, blood/urine tests, but cannot diagnose what's going on. Intuitively I sense that my condition is terminal and I will never recover from this.