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  1. I have known my boyfriend for about 2 years now. We recently started dating. I thought we were moving way too fast. He was already looking at rings. I decided I needed some alone time and that I needed to be without a relationship for a little so I could work on myself. It also wasn't fair to him because I still have feelings for my ex. I do love my boyfriend dearly. I love him so much that's why i needed the break to be alone and focus on myself and my relationship with God. Now i just feel lost and depressed. I don't want to get out of bed to go talk to my therapist like i should. I feel so guilty and like this is all my fault. Everyone thinks its my fault and all i want to do is hurt myself hoping the pain will go away but it isn't. His sister thinks it's all my fault and I've never been this alone. I love and miss him like crazy and i take the stuffed bunny he got me for my birthday with me everywhere. I don't know what to do. It's all my fault.
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