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  1. A helpful word for those who are struggling

    I cried......missing my baby so much. thanks for sharing this!
  2. I'm very sorry for the loss of your beloved baby...you know keep on blaming ourselves won't help us to recover..while reading your post, I found it so related to what happened on my baby...but then I realized that It happened for a purpose..Like what you always does, I always talk to my baby everytime I got home, always call her name and trying to feel her presence....I cry as much as often just to lessen the pain and it really helped me. Don't blame yourself and always look on a positive side.Pray for your baby and for yourself that one day you'll wake up with empty grief in you heart.......hugs for you!!!
  3. Thanks for all your warm replies. Im so thankful that God gave us a chance to love and be loved by his wonderful creature that the only thing they would give is such a great companion, constant, and happiness to us...
  4. Missing my baby so much, Skype is a mini pin female, she was suffered from being anemic and I feel that sometimes I have to blame myself for what happened to her...but I know deep inside in my heart that I always wanted what is best for her... For 2 years, she brought so much joyful, unconditional love and never ending happiness to us and now...I and my family feel so empty when she's gone...I know that she's doing well and happy now..hope to see you at the soonest my baby mommy really love and miss you so badly........ ...Last Nov. skype acted so differently knowing that she should be so hyper. When we brought her to vet for consultation, we found out that my baby has suffered from being anemic. Vet prescribed us medication for her but she only took it for just 1 week and then stopped. Reason that she never loss her appetite though she was on sick...yes! my baby really loves to eat and not so picky..So we assumed that she's getting ok.. Last Sun, that was Mar 12, 2017..I came to my grandmother's house to visit her..I can still remember the last time I saw my baby's face, she seems so sleepy in a way that her eyes falling down but when I talked to her and said "skype I love you!" it starts to open and look at me.. everyday I'm telling her that I love her so much..... Sunday Night, when I came back to our house, the time that I opened the door..I saw my mother was crying and I saw a box covered by the plastic beside the t.v, I feel so numb to ask what is happening? Why you are crying like that? and the hardest part is.. where is my skpye why she's not here welcoming me? jumping in front of me? And my mom answered she's gone.... I freaked out and collapsed.. I kept on crying and shouting that please I want my baby back to me! I want her! I want her alive!..... But the incident already happened..and all we need to do is to Accept...honestly I really don't know how and when to start..but I believe everything has a purpose and God's will... Despite of the intense pain... I keep on praying that one day.. I wake up, the pain is already gone......I love you so much my baby