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About Mrsviden

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    Cody Videnich
  • Birthday 06/26/1994

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    Hot Springs
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    Helping others, crafting, traveling, and cooking.
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    Husband/Best Friend
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  1. I am pleased to hear you had a good experience at the car place, I hope you are doing well today.
  2. My husbands headstone came in today, and it was wrong, the vase wasn't on there. Everything I wanted on there wasn't and it was just ruined. As if waiting for you husbands headstone is something to look forward's the last thing I had to take care of, and to see his name on there it made it all so final, and real. Yet somehow I still was begging and screaming to get me out of this awful nightmare.
  3. Andy, ive had similar experiences as you have, where I am with my husband but then again I already know he's gone. I'm sorry you have had to relive that all over again. On a rare occasion I'll have a pleasant dream about my husband but it's very difficult for me to remember everything that happened in it. I wish we could go back and rewind and live the good dreams over again. It helps seeing his smiling face and hearing his laugh...
  4. KayC many prayers sent your way. I can totally relate to feeling so vulnerable and anxious as I feel that often. I can give you the advice you gave me and try not to heed too much on the nightmare and the not so good feelings you are having about this mechanic shop. And you have your sweet husbands spirit protecting you, he won't let anything bad happen. Hugs...
  5. I hate to hear you have them as well, they just feel so real and it's scary to think you can't escape it until you wake up and realize it's just a nightmare. I hate these things. All is well again, and I don't feel so scared anymore. Thanks guys
  6. I did just that I sat up for a minute and tried some breathing exercises. I was just really scared and I didn't know what else to do. Normally I would wake Joe up and he would hold me and tell me it would be ok. Thanks KayC
  7. Someone please help me. I keep having this dream of someone from my husbands family who knows he has passed killing me. First they come up to the door and start kicking it the next they go around to all my windows and push them in and then try to climb in. I'm running away and they catch up to me and I'm screaming and begging for help and no one is answering or coming to help me. I always wake up from this dream and I'm drenched in sweat and my heart is racing.
  8. I'm not sure if you were talking to me, but if you were you are so welcome. I'm thankful to have an influence on someone going through the same thing as myself. I look up and respect so many people on here and I can only hope one day I'll be able to help someone as you all have helped me. Really missing my man... hugs and love mrsviden
  9. Thank you Andy. I appreciate your comforting words. I hope you too have a blessed Sunday. Mrsviden
  10. That's what I'm hoping for, I'm hoping for it to reach out and touch him, the same way he did. I hope you are doing ok. Love and hugs... mrsviden
  11. You've given me so many things that have helped in struggling and dealing with grief. You along with many others responded to my words when "friends/family" didn't. I appreciate it so much.
  12. Thank you Andy, I come here to write my feelings down because I feel when I hit submit Joe will read my words. I miss him so much, and when I really sit down and think this is real, Joe is gone, and about how much I miss his voice it gets overwhelming in about 2.5 seconds. I pray for you as well and always appreciate your responses. They are always so well written. Thank you Andy, love and prayers to you... mrsviden
  13. Joe, Baby, I miss you. That's just all there is to it. I miss the way we would listen to 80s rock and you would always make up your own lyrics. I miss your calming voice telling me everything would be ok, and that we would figure it out. I miss your hugs, the way that you always would hold my face when you kissed me. I miss the way you would look at me and it made me fall in love all over again. I miss you asking when I was going to make your breakfast...3 eggs, bacon, toast and some raspberry seed jam. I'd give anything to make you breakfast again. Today, I find myself in a very dark place because I miss you so much. I don't know what I did to deserve you & your love but I'm thankful you chose me. I love you more today than I did yesterday and tomorrow I'll love you more then than I do now. Just the thought of you not being here anymore makes the tsunami of tears fall. I love you baby, more than anything in this world, and I would give anything to have you sitting right next to me playing with my hair and I would be scratching your leg. Absolutely anything...I miss you baby... your wife, mrs videnich
  14. Thank you KayC, still lacking motivation just real exhausted and stressed out.
  15. Thank you, I do appreciate all the words being said to me. I will hopefully learn to make myself a priority instead of me being at the bottom of the list and others are at the top. I miss my husband so much, even with the little things they are what I miss the most. Hope you are doing well along with KMB, M88, Meesh, Andy, and so many others who have responded. I appreciate you all.