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  1. Depression

    Thank you for the response. That helped me in a lot of ways!
  2. Depression

    Hi, I know after the loss of a love one its hard to move on. I have currently been in a bad space (depression/loliness). I lost honestly the only person I had, my mother. My day to day life is horrible without work I WOULD BE ON THE VERGE of dying. I go home and I just hate life. I have no motivation no point of life. My relationship with my boyfriend the person that's supposed to be there for me is very selfish and thinks I use my situation as an EXCUSE. I have no FRIENDS or family( I know everyone says this but I have no friends what's so ever)! I have an older brother, we barely talk.. My life is just bad. I need help..
  3. I lost my mother she was only 46

    Hi, thanks for the response.. are you still available for online chat. Just to talk..
  4. I lost my mother 11/1/2016 to a very short battle of cancer. I'm completely lost! I feel so empty my mother was my everything! We were the true definition of best friends! My mom was diagnosed with Stomach cancer the day we found out was so unreal I couldn't even cry because I didnt believe it. My mother was so young(46) and healthy it was not true it couldn't be. What makes it so hard is that my mom worked at the Cleveland Clinic for 20 years as MA. I currently got hired at the same location and department my mom works at so been in her area everyday is such a reminder! When I was younger I use to come to mother and daughter day with her. It kills me knowing I can't talk to her or see her anymore. I have a older brother were close but not like me and my mom. Our relationship was unbreakable! I just want to know why me! I never thought in a million years I would see this day I'm only 22! I was in school working part time. Now I have to give that up because the support of my mother is gone! She is the reason my life was good now it seems to be over! What should I do? I'm glad it's me and my brother because without him I would be completely lost! I never drunk liquor now on occasion I want to drink to feel better! I can't even sleep without sleeping pills! 'My life is horrible now!