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JBMOM

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    Female
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    Mississippi
  • Loss Type
    I LOST MY OLDEST SON AT AGE 24 JANUARY 16 2016
  • Angel Date
    JANUARY 16 2016

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    GRIEVING MOTHER
  • Last Name
    robinson
  • First Name
    KELLY
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  1. Loss of an Adult Child

    Thanks Dianne sending LOVE & PRAYERS your way. I'm going to the graveyard & decorate for Je'Barr & Momma she was a part of the better homes & gardens club & never had less than 2 trees every year & I don't want Je'Barr to not have a tree so i'm going there to decorate for them but not at home & I often sit in silence to listen for a sign from him I can feel him often but its just not the same as seeing his face or hearing his laugh or feeling his HUGE BEAR HUGS .........somehow I guess i'll make it thru
  2. MY HEART BLEEDS FOR YOU I TOO LOST MY SON TO A DRUG OVERDOSE & THE PAIN IS GUTTWRENCHING BUT LOOK AT IT THIS WAY YOU HAVE ALREADY SURVIVED WHAT SHOULD'VE KILLED YOU THE ONLY THING LEFT TO DO IS LIVE I LOVE YOU & GOD DOES TOO
  3. Loss of an Adult Child

    Blessings to all during this difficult season. Last Christmas was the first without my Momma for she passed unexpectedly in her sleep december 7 2015 & this Christmas will be my 1st without my SON Je'Barr this was his favorite holiday he's my first born & the eldest of my 3 boys he was only 24. Last Christmas was DEVASTATING & this year its a different kind of pain im not putting up a tree for the 1st time too many memories. Last year Je'Barr helped decorate the tree & I had to constantly send Momma pics of our progress this was both their FAVORITE HOLIDAY I just wish they would COME BACK I JUST MISS THEM SOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & my BEST FRIEND passed away this march so i have no one to talk to & right after Christmas & New YEars is my son angel date january 16 toooooooooooo MUCH. HOWEVER IM VERY GRATEFUL FOR THIS SITE I WISH THAT SOMEHOW ANUALLY WE COULD ALLLLLL MEET UP & GIVE EACH OTHER A HUG
  4. HI Laytons mom i too lost my eldest son to heroin in january of this year he was only 24. My advice to you is to sit thru it. I havent been back to work since 2 days before he died & believe me ive tried im just not mentally there. There is no right or wrong way to grieve & no time limit. Just know that everybody here understands we are all KINDRED SPIRITS BECAUSE OF THE LOST OF OUR CHILDREN. XOXO
  5. I just wanted to start a topic on first holidays without our loved ones. This was my 1st thanksgiving without my mom/my son & my bestfriend VERY SURREAL. I missed my sons laugh & his love for sweet potato pies. I missed comparing menus with my momma. i missed my best friends home made rolls & cornbread dressing. It defenitely WAS NOT THE SAME. I eventually made it to the graveyard. How did yall handle this 1st Thanksgiving???
  6. MY SON HS BEEN GONE NOW FOR 9MONTHS & FOR THE PAST 24 YEARS HES BEEN HERE FOR EVERY HOLIDAY & THIS WILL BE OUR FIRST SET OF HOLIDAYS WITHOUT HIM THERES SOOOOO MANY FIRST I'M JUST TIRED YA KNOW FED UP WITH IT ALL TIRED OF GRIEVING TIRED OF HURTING TIRED OF NOT BEING ABLE TO FUNCTION TIRED OF NO ONE CARING MOST PF ALL TIRED OF CRYING I COME TO THIS FORUM TO VENT & FIND OTHERS THAT CAN RELATE TO WHAT IM GOING THRU BUT IM SOOOOOOOO DREADING THANKSGIVING & CHRISTMAS GOD I MISS HIM SOOOOOO MUCH & MY MOM & MY BEST FRIEND THEYRE ALLLLLL GONE
  7. Living without you

    HI Kelly my name is also kelly & i can so relate to you i lost my mom unexpectedly december 7 2015 then lost my eldest son on january 16 2016 to a heroin overdose & then my best friend passed away march 12 2016. so when you say you cant take anymore i TOTALLY UNDERSTAND. YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS. THIS IS A VERY PAINFUL JOURNEY
  8. I WAS THERE WHEN HIS HEART STOPPED I SAW THE MACHINE FLATLINE I HELD HIS HAND. I PLANNED HIS FUNERAL. I WAS THERE AT THE FUNERAL HOME WHEN MY HUSBAND CUT HIS HAIR FOR THE LAST TIME I WAS RIGHT THERE. I WAS THERE WHEN THEY DUG HIS GRAVE. I WAS THERE WHEN THEY PUT HIM IN THE GROUND. I ORDERED HIS TOMBSTONE I VISIT THE GRAVE QUITE OFTEN. .........BUT I KEEP EXPECTING HIM TO WALK THRU THAT DOOR WHY??? WHY????? HE IS GONE HE IS REALLY REALLY GONE..........I CANT I CANT
  9. It's just been over a week!

    dihan55 No one knows the pain & turmoil of the lost of a child unless they've experienced it. I too lost my oldest son he was 24 yrs old its been 6 months & it still feels like yesterday I understand your pain & my heart & prayers go out to you
  10. HOW DO I GO ON???

    RAiNiE, THANK YOU SOOO MUCH it means alot to know someone cares & understands today makes 6 months since my son passed away & i feel like im in a twilight zone
  11. I lost my 24 y.o. daughter May 22, 2016

    Alina's mom THANKS for your response!!!! It means a lot today makes 6months since he's been gone
  12. I LOST MY MOM DECEMBER 7,2015. SHE DIED OF NATURAL CAUSES IN HER SLEEP AT THE YOUNG AGE OF 58. I TALKED TO HER THE DAY BEFORE & SHE WAS FINE. THE NEXT MORNING I WOKE UP TO A NIGHTMARE THAT'S STILL GOING ON. I FEEL CHEATED AS IF SHE WAS STOLEN FROM ME. SHE HAS BEEN THE ONE CONSTANT IN MY LIFE SINCE BIRTH. SHE TAUGHT ME EVERYTHING ABOUT LIFE BUT SHE DIDN'T TEACH ME HOW TO LIVE WITHOUT HER.
  13. HOW DO I GO ON???

    I JUST JOINED THIS FORUM BECAUSE I FEEL NO ONE UNDERSTANDS HOW I FEEL BECAUSE THEY HAVENT BEEN THRU IT I LOST MY MOM 12-7-15/MY SON 1-16-16/MY BEST FRIEND 3-12-16 & I JUST CANT FUNCTION THE PAIN IS OVERWHELMING ALL 3 DEATHS WERE TOTALLY UNEXPECTED I FEEL FRUSTRATED & TRAPPED INSIDE MY BODY
  14. I lost my 24 y.o. daughter May 22, 2016

    I ALSO LOST MY FIRST BORN SON ON JANUARY 16 2016 HE WAS ALSO 24 YEARS OLD HIS CAUSE OF DEATH WAS LISTED AS ACCIDENTAL DRUG OVERDOSE TOMORROW WILL BE 6 MONTHS. I CAN STILL HEAR THE MACHINE FLATLINING IN MY HEAD I WILL NEVER FORGET 1-16-16 10;25 AM THEWORST DAY OF MY LIFE I HAD JUST LOST MY MOM DECEMBER 7 2015 SHE WAS ONLY 58 SHE DIED OF NATURAL CAUSES IN HER SLEEP THEN MARCH 12 2016 I LOST MY BEST FRIEND SHE WAS 49 SHE DIED FROM CONGESTIVE HEART FAILURE & DIABETES. IM JUST SORT OF IN A TWILIGHT ZONE 3 TOTALLY UNEXPECTED CLOSE DEATHS IN SUCH A SHORT TIME IS GUT WRENCHING IM GLAD I FOUND THIS FORUM NOW I KNOW IM NOT ALONE
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