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    Hi there, I can really understand how you feel. I lost my my baby doggie last year and he saw me through thick and thin, from my financial struggles to my Mom committing suicide. I am so sorry to hear about your loss.
  2. Thanks Sherry. So sorry to hear about your recent spade of events but I am glad it's all good now. What you say is very true but it still gets to me so much at times.
  3. Hi Sherry, How have you been coping? I still feel very sad and depressed over this and I feel like people will never understand. I have recently been wondering how people can be so oblivious.
  4. Hi there, I completely understand. In fact, I just posted a reply on losing my mom to suicide 8 years ago. It's the same for me, I feel more affected 8 years later... How are you coping?
  5. Sherry, Thank you so very much for your post. You have no idea how glad I am to share this with someone who really understands. I am so so sorry for your loss and I sincerely hope your daughter is doing better now. You are right abt few understanding and me asking God. I pray and ask him why this had to happen to me. I wish i had someone to share my feelings with but it seems to be a huge taboo to talk abt this in my society. And I feel so alone with my wife not understanding. She apologised today for being insensitive but I know it will happen again. I feel so tired and worn out.
  6. Hi everyone, I am new to this forum and even to chat groups like this where people speak on their experience of having lost a loved one through suicide. I am 34 and lost my mom 8 years ago. She has mental depression and eventually took her own life by drowning herself in a reservoir near my place. It's been 8 years but the pain is still so real and I feel very alone about because no one seems to understand. I don't have anyone I can speak to about this and my Wife can hardly understand my grief. She was with me throughout the entire thing... From when my mom was already out of sorts to when she took her own life. We frequently fight over her lack of ability to communicate and I always tell her how hard it is for me when I drive past the reservoir Everyday. Just yesterday she asked me if I can drop her at the reservoir so she can take a bus to work. I felt so frustrated and sad that after all these years, she still suggested me dropping her there, even though she knows how I feel going by there and there are alternative bus stops. I feel very alone and frustrated. I am really depressed and at work I put on a different front. Is this still normal after 8 years? Is my expectation of my Wife to understand how I feel and not ask me things which will make me sad too much? I really need a Friend and Someone who can understand what I am going through. I have suppressed this for too Long and I feel like it's gonna burst: