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    Grandma is dying
  1. I'm 19 and my grandma has had alzhiemers at least since I was in middle school.She's having hospice care now-they don't know how much longer it will be but they think she will probably die within the next few months. I keep wondering if I should go to see her before she dies.....I'm pretty sure she doesn't know who I am so I'm not sure if there's a point.....I have depression and am already seeing the suicidal thoughts coming more , probably because death has been more on my mind lately because of her....I'm scared that when she dies it will push me over the edge.......It sort of doesn't make sense that I'm sad since she hasn't really fully been here for a few years. But I am.....