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lilmisseire

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About lilmisseire

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    Female
  • Location
    Ireland
  • Loss Type
    Mother

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  • First Name
    Chloe
  1. Is this much anger normal??

    My mother died suddenly in her sleep 6months ago and at the time I was with my bf one year. He was with me up until the funeral but then at his mothers request he disappeared for 6-8 weeks (her mother was in hospital with a chest infection nd she felt he should be supporting her not me) He called every now and again during those few weeks but nothing more despite me ringing at night because I was anxious and afraid to sleep alone and nervous about siblings or my father harming themselves in their grief...I was just anxious in general....I saw myself through the worst of it but now I can't seem to forgive him for abandoning me when I needed him most....I'm angry all the time nd I start arguments and sometimes I feel like I hate him more than I've ever hated anyone....I really want to stay with him but I can't seem to get past the hurt nd anger....I feel like I'm going crazy sometimes im so mad and irrational...we really can't continue this way and I don't know if this is a natural reaction to the grief and the feelings of anger will pass or am I trying to hold on to something I should have walked away from ages ago??
  2. My mother died suddenly in her sleep 6months ago and at the time I was with my bf one year. He was with me up until the funeral but then at his mothers request he disappeared for 6-8 weeks (her mother was in hospital with a chest infection nd she felt he should be supporting her not me) He called every now and again during those few weeks but nothing more despite me ringing at night because I was anxious and afraid to sleep alone and nervous about siblings or my father harming themselves in their grief...I was just anxious in general....I saw myself through the worst of it but now I can't seem to forgive him for abandoning me when I needed him most....I'm angry all the time nd I start arguments and sometimes I feel like I hate him more than I've ever hated anyone....I really want to stay with him but I can't seem to get past the hurt nd anger....I feel like I'm going crazy sometimes im so mad and irrational...we really can't continue this way and I don't know if this is a natural reaction to the grief and the feelings of anger will pass or am I trying to hold on to something I should have walked away from ages ago?
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