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  1. Hello, I am new to this site. My name is David. I am 49. I am currently experiencing a divorce. Having only been married a year (my 1st and only marriage to this point, her 3rd marriage-we had lived together for 4 years prior ), I am experiencing profound feelings of grief, loss, regret, loneliness, sadness, anxiety, unworthiness, fragility, vulnerability, and that I've completely blown my chance at life long commitment, love, and happiness at age 49. All of the above mentioned feelings are totally normal based on the research I have done, but it sure doesn't make it any easier. I just wanted to reach out and connect with folks because even though the above mentioned feelings have made this an unbelievably difficult experience, I've also felt renewed feelings of compassion, kindness, and understanding for not only other people, but myself as well. I am looking to make new friends and to heal. Please feel free to write back, share your thoughts and feelings or just say hello. David