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  1. I was only with my 1st husband for 6 years by the time he took his own life. I couldn't imagine the pain after 42 years but as painful as it is we have to find a way to be strong. I'm sure you have many loved ones that still need you. Put yourself around loved ones that give you support. I was 27 at the time when I lost him and was left to raise 2 beautiful girls. It was very difficult to be strong at times. I had to learn to cut any negative people out of my life and focus on people who are uplifting and understanding. I'm not saying the pain will go away but hopefully you get peace in your heart to love life again. God bless you
  2. Does everybody know our Facebook link?

    why not make another fb account that none of your friends can be on and use it only for your group sessions? I am thinking the same thing because I would not want certain people in my conversation but at the same time we need to talk to people who understand what we are going thru
  3. I can't seem to let go

    Hi, special1. I too have lost a husband to suicide and was left with 2 daughter. It has been almost 10 years and i still deal with the pain as well as my girls. I am even remarried now almost a year and luckily I have a new husband who is very understanding of the loss of my first husband. My children and I have had many happy and fun moments but there are times we still feel the pain. My husband now is on a business trip and every time he leaves I am freaking out because I am so afraid to lose him. I cannot imagine my life going thru another loss. Maybe it's a little harder on us because it was a tragic death that still haunts us. I wander too will it ever go away. My only saving grace is God. I'm glad I found this website and hope it helps to move on and to helps others.