Steve s mom

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About Steve s mom

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  • Gender
    Female
  • Location
    Pa
  • Interests
    Steve's birthday July 17 1982
  • Loss Type
    Son Stephen died suddenly at age 29
  • Angel Date
    11-14-11

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    RN
  • Interests
    Animal rescue
  • First Name
    Maryann

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  1. For a change a little good news my neice is having my godson in July I know some people may think it's crazy but Steve came to me in a dream before she was even pregnant and said Trish his cousin was having a boy and that he'd be his godson and he'd be watching over him. well trish is 36 now and never got pregnant before she never thought she'd have kids so this was a surprise ,he's due around Steves birthday in July she is having a problem pregnancy already and the baby is attached too close to the bottom of her uterus insted of up higher that could mean she'd have to be delivered early by c section but we'll see I hope all goes well i just hope Steve didn't mean the baby is going to die and he'll be watching over him in heaven ,I don't know why I thought of that so here's a picture of my god son to be ,Steves nephew hoping he will bring a little life back into the family ,who thought we lost all chance of anymore children being born when Steve died.
  2. Christmas Without You~ Written by Kaye Des'Ormeaux It's going to be a sad Christmas this year without your laughter & without your cheer. I'll miss the sight of you with your Santa's hat, and the smile you shared from where you sat. I'll think about all the Christmas's in the past, and hold to the memories that slipped so fast. For they're all I have left to remember, on this sad Christmas morning in December. I'll think about you and cherish each though; I'll think of your smile & the happiness it brought. And as I listen to the church bells ring, your voice will echo as the choirs sing. I can never tell you, my love, how sad it will be to spend Christmas without you here with me. I just wish you'd touch my heart in such a way, that I could live through the pain of Christmas Day. And, help me to remember that your love is still sent to me from the Heavens above. And although you won't decorate my Christmas tree, Your spirit will light the lights for me to see. Oh, I'll hear your voice in each Christmas song. I'll see your face in each child that comes along. And although my heart will be broken and torn... I'll know you're with Jesus on this Christmas morn. No, Christmas won't be the same without your smiling face but I'll know you're in a much better place. I'll think of my precious child in everything I do... Cause, it just won't be "Christmas Without You!" Written by Kaye Des'Ormeaux Copyright 1998 Kaye Des'Ormeaux
  3. Memories of Steve from Christmas long past wishing you all peace this holiday season
  4. Cara 's mom thank you so much for the beautiful tree with all our angels
  5. Wishing everyone a peaceful Thanksgiving as if November isn't bad enough already Steve Died in November ,my sister died in November and today a good friend of mine Z. died suddenly this morning.She had a daughter who died as an infant many years ago ,at least they are together now.
  6. Thank you everyone for remembering Steve today
  7. Tonight will be 5 years when Steve cardiac arrested and began his fight for life for 8 days which ended on 11-14-11 I remember every moment of each of those days I spent at his bedside.It feels like yesterday .The worst time of my life that just keeps repeating over and over .I'm going to go to bed tonight long before the time approaches and hope I can sleep thru those hours I forever awaken at and cannot forget . one of the attached is a poem of Becky's I hope she dosent mind ,I know she wrote it for her sweet boy ,but it also speaks to me ,of mine .
  8. Adams mom I'm so sorry your son didn't get the transplant he needed in time my son Steve died 11-14-11 it will be 5 years soon he had a cardiac arrest and was not revived in time so he was shocked at the scene which will be 5 yrs tomorrow night ,and was in the hospital for seven more days while they did everything they could to help his brain recover ,unfortunately he was declared brain dead on 11-14-11 we donated his organs ,it's what he wanted too so through his death he saved several lives
  9. Hello everyone, i just can't seem to shake those Halloween memories of Steve today.I didn't think today would be any big deal but I find myself crying ,I don't know why. When Steve was small up until about 5 th grade or so my mom made him such wonderful costumes once he was a were wolf including fur glued to his face and hands that my sister did the make up for him he was maybe 5. A tiny little werewolf .he always chose what he wanted to be and my mom would make his costumes no store bought costumes for him except one year he wanted to be Alf so he wore a he usual cheap store bought costume and mask ,he was a devil at least 3 years all different costumes but they all included the wooden devil fork my dad had made for him ,my sister used to take him to Halloween costume contests and he won several.most times we'd go trick or treating and I'd dress up too usually as a cat ,his father would go with us and the people always said what cute "kids he had" lol thinking I was Steves big sister .Steve had a little tiny pumpkin one year not a gourd but gourd size an actual pumpkin but very small the ones that fit in your hand ,he must have been very little maybe 3 or 4 he loved that pumpkin he carried it all over slept with it ,kissed it ,long after Halloween he treated it like a pet one morning he came crying because the dog had taken his pumpkin Pal as he called it ,while he was sleeping with it ,and thinking it was a ball ,rolled it all around and eventually chewed it into several pieces .I can still hear him crying "penny killed my punkin pal" maybe that's what reminded me today ,yesterday I got him one of those tiny pumpkins for Halloween and put it on his shelf. i hope all of you have a Happy Halloween with sweet memories of your precious child.
  10. How to you get on the chat rooms anymore ,everything has changed so much