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Daisy

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    I lost my fiancé who's been my best friend for seven years, to an accident, we were coming back from a trip together

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  • About Me
    I lost my fiancé on the 1st October 2012, it's been 6 weeks and 3 days, am still in so much pain it's unbearable, I don't know what to do, am all alone, I fled for a month after it happened, still in shock, my whole life was centered around Moh, now he's gone, there's no one for me to tell anything, we've been together 7 years, and now everyone thinks am okay, they've gone about THIER business, I can't seem to move, am trying pple are telling me to bury myself into work, but I can't do anything without crying or getting so emotional, I have never experienced such pain in my life, I need help, I don't have anyone to talk to that's why I decided to find something online, people keep saying the wrong things, honestly they don know how I feel, t'he worst thing in the World is losing someone you love, I have asked so many questions and I can't seem to get an answer, I will give anything to know if Moh is really in a better place, cos nothing makes sense anymore, we went on a weekend fun trip together, he was hit on his Bike by a Drunk driver on a wrong lane, I have never been this traumatized in my life, everyday I have nightmares of him being hit, it i hurts me SOO much, I Love an Miss him so much, he was the nicest person I ever met, there was no time for me to say goodbye, please what do I do to help me with this pain in my chest, and what can I do to cope with this horrible thing that has happened, I have sine stopped praying cos I don't know the direction to pray in anymore, I am worried cos I have lost faith

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  1. Please help me - what do I do with....

    I think u shouldn't wash them, just dry them and keep them, I know she will ask for them at some point, she is still in shock right now, when my fiancé died, I made sure all his clothing and everything were in my possession, cos I felt like I wanted to have him close, I still have his clothes in my closet, she would get rid of them if she wants to, I know pple grieve in different forms, but like u said it's her decision to make.
  2. Starting over

    No one can know what u are going trum except they've been there, I lost my fiancé 1st October last year, we were together, I lost my dog 6 months later, in two weeks will make it a year since my fiancé died, my life is still not back on track, all I know now at this time is that, his death is now a part of me a part of my everyday life since then, and I seem to have lost all my friends, why I don't know, maybe they got tired of hanging around me, maybe am such a downer, so I have been going tru all this on my own for almost a year now, I pray everyday things change, and I pray u are able to cope, I know how painful it is, still is, I pray lik everyone always says, time will heal our wounds, even if they don't tell us about the horrible scars it leaves behind, I turned to this site a few weeks after he died cos I was looking for answers, this site helps, cos most people here know what u r feeling, just be reading other people's story, so u know u are not going tru this alone.
  3. Thanks alot Gambitjr, I still go to bed crying mist nights, but I think about him everyday in everything I do, I guess that's what everybody goes tru, it's been 8 months and a week since, am able to go back to my normal life, but still socially awkward, there's really no one to talk to where I am, so I just depend on things I read online, as for my friends I think they avoid me now, cos I don't see them as much as I used to, maybe it's cos I don't go out with them like before, but things have definitely changed for me, not for the better, I try not to think about that day, I block it out, that's the darkest day of my life, I still miss him soo much everyday, and I have no one to talk to, it used to be him i take everything to, I can't remember the last time I laughed, am a very unhappy human, I hope that changes with time, I let when am alone, and then I feel better for a while,most times I buy stuff I think will make me happy, but the excitement only lasts for minutes, it's crazy, thanks a lot for taking out time reply, it helps when I know someone is reaching out to me like this.
  4. Lost of all family members

    Hoestly, am weeping for u right now, cos I can't begin to comprehend the way u feel after loosing my fiance, who was my best friend, and has been my life on the 1st oct, I still feel number, I could look @ his pictures @ 1st, now I can't, and I feel so much pain, and like u I hate myself, I hate this life, and I don't know what am doing living it, am nothing without Moh, and I still don't know what to do, no one can tell me how to handle or deal, its just too painful, and u losing all ur family, I pray if there's a God, that he helps u with this pain.
  5. Am soo sorry for ur loss, I lost my Fiance 1st oct, 7 weeks ago, we were on a trip together, I still can't bliv it, I was in shock the 1st couple of weeks,didn't eat anything for a week, then decided to run away, I went to london for a month, came back and its like I started grieving all over again, pple around think am all good now, don't know why they would think that, cos someone died, its for real, and honestly, I just don't know what to do anymore, am so emotional, I can't even handle work, but I want to try, wish there was a guideline to tell us how to handle such grieve, it was me findinf answers that I stumbled on this site, I pray it helps, cos I really don't have anyone to talk to, except here, were pple actually understand how u feel
  6. I lost my fiancé on the 1st October 2012, it's been 6 weeks and 3 days, am still in so much pain it's unbearable, I don't know what to do, am all alone, I fled for a month after it happened, still in shock, my whole life was centered around Moh, now he's gone, there's no one for me to tell anything, we've been together 7 years, and now everyone thinks am okay, they've gone about THIER business, I can't seem to move, am trying pple are telling me to bury myself into work, but I can't do anything without crying or getting so emotional, I have never experienced such pain in my life, I need help, I don't have anyone to talk to that's why I decided to find something online, people keep saying the wrong things, honestly they don know how I feel, t'he worst thing in the World is losing someone you love, I have asked so many questions and I can't seem to get an answer, I will give anything to know if Moh is really in a better place, cos nothing makes sense anymore, we went on a weekend fun trip together, he was hit on his Bike by a Drunk driver on a wrong lane, I have never been this traumatized in my life, everyday I have nightmares of him being hit, it i hurts me SOO much, I Love an Miss him so much, he was the nicest person I ever met, there was no time for me to say goodbye, please what do I do to help me with this pain in my chest, and what can I do to cope with this horrible thing that has happened, I have sine stopped praying cos I don't know the direction to pray in anymore, I am worried cos I have lost faith, everyone says the wrong thing, and now it's almost 7 weeks, pple think am okay, but am nothing close to being okay, am a wreck, I don't know how to live
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