Angel'sSon

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About Angel'sSon

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  • Birthday 04/26/1958

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  • Gender
    Female
  • Location
    Kentucky
  • Interests
    My dog and not much else right now.
  • Loss Type
    loss of my adult son
  • Angel Date
    8-15-2012

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  • Occupation
    Disability
  • First Name
    Susan
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    42001

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  1. all i can say is god help me
  2. I added dustins pumpkins to my gallary!!!
  3. From the album Loss of an adult son!!!

    Pumpkins that dustin carved last year...he was so proud of them!!!!
  4. From the album Loss of an adult son!!!

  5. After Dustin passing away on Aug. 15th, 2012,,,I didn't think it could get any worse. Boy am I wrong. I was looking at my pics. on FB and saw where dustin carved 2 pumpkins last year. The first year of him having a family!!! I broke down and I'm going to try to post them in my gallary. I've cried almost all day. I do still cry everyday, but not like today. I guess with it being Halloween and thinking about him decorating his house has got me down. God I want him back so bad. I'm almost to the point to where I hate getting up, but why now!!!! Is it the holidays??? if it is, I'm not looking forward to Thanksgiving. last year the family went to his house for Thanksgiving and I'm not lookiing forward to it this year. He was so happy that we all were there at his first owned house and a very nice house. I have to make it for my family!!!! I just want him back and I know it's not going to happen!!!! love you and miss you Dustin really bad!!!!!!!!!
  6. David, when I look at pictures on different profiles it gives me a little peace, maybe because all my life I love pictures. I have tons on my FB profile. Today hasn't been a good day, actually worse than others if that's possible!!! Anyway, please post pic. of Josh when you can....Hugzzz
  7. Hello justinlsmom, my son passed on Aug. 15th, 2012. From what you are describing, it does sound like panic attacks. I've been on meds. for anxiety and depression. Panic attacks feels like you are having a heart attack, years back mine got so bad that I went to the E.R. my heart rate was 185 and they hooked me up to monitors. When it was all said and done, I was put on meds for panic/anxiety. I've had no problem since then. I do think you need to go to the dr. and tell him your symptoms!!!!
  8. Please take care and get out if you have to!!!!!!
  9. Dustin, I loveyou with all my heart!!!!! MOM
  10. Nancy, We are all on here for the same reason..the loss of a loved one. I lost my son on Aug.15th and it has been a nightmare. I have some pictures in my gallary and you are welcome to look at them. I keep thinking why me!!!! I was suppose to go before any of my children and now my oldest daughter has cancer and has been going for treatments. God forbid if I should lose her, I don't know what I would do. I'm so sorry for your loss. It's so hard for me to know that my 30 yr. old son is gone..he was my best friend. He went so suddenly that I never got the chance to say i love you son and him kissing me on the cheek and saying I love you mom. This has almost destroyed me, but I have my 2 other girls and grandchildren to think about. Please keep posting on here, it does help. Even if you just read the posts, you may not feel like it helps, but it does. This site has saved my life! I will end this now as i am crying!!!!
  11. Thanks for keeping me in your thoughts. It's been a rough ride with losing Dustin and I refuse to lose my daughter to cancer,,,Thanks again!!!!
  12. She is so beautiful. Saying prayers for your baby girl!!!!!
  13. Jeannie, I don't know if you read my post. i mostly post on the loss of an adult son. I have pictures in my gallary and intend to add more. In August of this year, I cannot believe that my 30 yr. old son shot himself. I cry and say why my son. My son's baby girl starting walking at 10 1/2 months old and the only words she says is DaDa. It kills me. I saw baby girl on Saturday and it hurts so bad to know my son isn't here. He was my best friend. I'm sorry for your loss...We are all on here together just to talk and try to help each other knowing that we are all here for the same reason. Several days ago, this site saved my life. I wanted to be with my son and a few of the members her somehow got in touch with the cops and they came to my door. I had to show them my wrists and told them it was old wounds where 11 days after my son passed I had stitches and so far I haven't had the thought of joining my son. I have to keep it in my mind that I have family to live for. This site does help!!! I got the bad news from my son's wife when she knocked on my door and told me Dustin had shot himself and I said which hospital and she shook her head and said he's gone. That's the worst news I've gotten in all my life!!!
  14. A lot of you know that I lost my son in August, 2012. I've had a rough road like all of you on here. Being on this site helps. I was in trouble one night and just wanted to be with my son. I was on chat and it's a miracle how the cops found me and talked to me about my son and harming myself. So, If anyone has doubts about this site helping, it does. I've posted almost every day and like everyone else, I've had really bad days. I miss my son, he was my best friend! I have to hang on until my time comes to see him again!! I don't know when the grieving will be over, but I have to keep going for my family. My oldest daughter has cancer and they doubled her treatments. I'm facing a lot and I will still hang on!!! For the new ones here...we are all here for the same thing. Sad, but true!!! Please just keep posting as it will help you!!! I just had to let this out to all of you!!!! Goodnite until tomorrow...Susan Adding a picture of Dustin's baby girl walking at 10 1/2 months old. She is a little lion for Halloween!!!!
  15. You are so right...Suicide is worse!! My son shot himself on Aug. 15th, 2012. A part of me is still in shock. I hate to say that after Dustin passed, I couldn't handle it and my boyfriend found me in the bathroom. I spent 5 days in the mental ward of the hospital with gauge around my wrists. I now know I can't be with my son and I just have to take it one day at a time. I miss him so much!!!! But, I have to take one day at a time!!!!